Feeling So Very Sad and Hopeless
- Thread starter TracyJS
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- Jun 6, 2013
- 1,373
- Tinnitus Since
- January 2002
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Dental Surgery
Hey @Jazzer you better not change your user name!!! Even if you are not playing music now it is who you are. And that my friend will never change.
@TracyJS
I am glad you will continue and we can also give little life updates. Today I am in this weird mood and I am not sure why. A neighbor up the street cut down this beautiful tree in his front yard. I think that is one reason. I get so emotional when trees are killed for no reason.
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Do you mean your t faded away and you almost don't hear it anymore or you just aren't bothered as much ? T is always worse when you are focused on it...
@Starthrower
Yes, I don't like to see trees cut down either.
They are so majestic and they endure for so long.
Yes, I don't like to see trees cut down either.
They are so majestic and they endure for so long.
jjflyman
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It faded away by 90% so far. The first time I had T (12 years ago) it was also screaming loud, it it completely faded away 100% in about 2 years.
- Jun 6, 2013
- 1,373
- Tinnitus Since
- January 2002
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Dental Surgery
@TracyJS and @emmalee and everyone else....
Memorial Day here in the states. Thank you to all the veterans who serve(ed) our country. I still remember the Iowa service when I was presented the folded flag for my Uncle. He was 93 and from the military life and included me into that world. Now, we support programs for veterans. Sigh...
I am now going outside to attack this bush that bugs me. I am determined to make it look pretty.
Memorial Day here in the states. Thank you to all the veterans who serve(ed) our country. I still remember the Iowa service when I was presented the folded flag for my Uncle. He was 93 and from the military life and included me into that world. Now, we support programs for veterans. Sigh...
I am now going outside to attack this bush that bugs me. I am determined to make it look pretty.
Ok is good.
My day has been busy. I have a new doctor and he scheduled blood work, bone density, etc. etc. Today I was finishing up the last of the tests, had some lunch, browsed through Chapters and even bought a couple of books. IT. IS. SO. HOT! You must be feeling the heat, too.
Good luck with the bush, Starthrower, I hope it turns out the way you want it to.
Oh my, I am sorry to hear this Tracy, especially since yesterday your tinnitus was mild.
Try to remember @TracyJS that tinnitus fluctuates a lot in the early stages but this will improve with time.....
- Jun 6, 2013
- 1,373
- Tinnitus Since
- January 2002
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Dental Surgery
@TracyJS I know. I was in the same place years ago. I just couldn't take those saying just don't think about it and the other usual stuff. I could not not think about it. It would take time for me to finally feel that I could leave the house. I had set backs and traumas. I didn't want to go on like that. It sort of just happened naturally I guess. Being a part of the world again.
Tinnitus that changes can be very difficult in the first years. Mine always and still stays the same loud screech. I would imagine if I had a quiet day having it come back would tear me down. But...then not having that I wonder if I would welcome the relief for a while.
Hope tomorrow is better for you....
@Michael Leigh
Thank you, Michael.
It's awfully difficult to manage the fluctuations.
@Starthrower
I agree. When it's loud and intrusive, how do you not not think about it. Yes, i have thought about that. It is difficult when it changes because you don't know what to expect. Keeps the anxiety high with uncertainty. However, a milder day or even part of the day does give some relief. I'm sorry Yours is always a loud screech.
I had my tinnitus completely stop on its own for 6 hours once. That was over two months ago. Feel like sometimes I'm headed in the wrong direction.
Thank you, Michael.
It's awfully difficult to manage the fluctuations.
@Starthrower
I agree. When it's loud and intrusive, how do you not not think about it. Yes, i have thought about that. It is difficult when it changes because you don't know what to expect. Keeps the anxiety high with uncertainty. However, a milder day or even part of the day does give some relief. I'm sorry Yours is always a loud screech.
I had my tinnitus completely stop on its own for 6 hours once. That was over two months ago. Feel like sometimes I'm headed in the wrong direction.
It most certainly is @TracyJS for this reason it is advisable to try an antidepressant if your GP recommends it. It will act as a safety net, helping to prevent you from getting too down should low points arrive. An antidepressant can sometimes make tinnitus more intrusive but this is usually temporary.
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