Hello..
I'm sure my story will be one you all have heard a million times, but I'm having a lot of trouble coping..
I am a 26 year old male, I've always had very good hearing, and I rarely expose myself to very loud noises. I have a quiet office job, I've only been to a handful of very loud concerts, and none recently. I play games and watch movies, but not at crazy high levels.
For the last month, I've noticed sensitivity to high frequency sounds, like electronics, that no one else notices. I thought I was just being paranoid and focusing too much on it. Last Sunday I went to see the movie Overlord. I sat closer to the front than I normally do, because seating was unavailable. The intro scene to the movie was abnormally loud for what theaters usually play things at. I didn't notice any damage, ringing, or anything after the movie, but on Monday night I started hear some electronic in our house ringing, but when I turned everything off, the sound didn't go away. And it hasn't since. It's changed tone a few times I think though.
I've made a doctors appointment for next week, but in the meantime, I'm losing my mind. It's louder than every day sounds, so most things don't even drown it out. I've broken down in tears twice in the last two days, it feels like some kind of cruel torture than would break the rules of war.
I've seen advice to stay positive, but it's extremely hard. All I see are comments about how it's definitely permanent, and how people kill themselves or go insane because of it. How could something like going to a movie on the weekend lead to the worst thing that's ever happened in my life? Why have I never heard of this happening until now? Everyone goes to movies. I'm not old..
I just don't know what to do at this point. Is there any hope that it might go away?
I'm sure my story will be one you all have heard a million times, but I'm having a lot of trouble coping..
I am a 26 year old male, I've always had very good hearing, and I rarely expose myself to very loud noises. I have a quiet office job, I've only been to a handful of very loud concerts, and none recently. I play games and watch movies, but not at crazy high levels.
For the last month, I've noticed sensitivity to high frequency sounds, like electronics, that no one else notices. I thought I was just being paranoid and focusing too much on it. Last Sunday I went to see the movie Overlord. I sat closer to the front than I normally do, because seating was unavailable. The intro scene to the movie was abnormally loud for what theaters usually play things at. I didn't notice any damage, ringing, or anything after the movie, but on Monday night I started hear some electronic in our house ringing, but when I turned everything off, the sound didn't go away. And it hasn't since. It's changed tone a few times I think though.
I've made a doctors appointment for next week, but in the meantime, I'm losing my mind. It's louder than every day sounds, so most things don't even drown it out. I've broken down in tears twice in the last two days, it feels like some kind of cruel torture than would break the rules of war.
I've seen advice to stay positive, but it's extremely hard. All I see are comments about how it's definitely permanent, and how people kill themselves or go insane because of it. How could something like going to a movie on the weekend lead to the worst thing that's ever happened in my life? Why have I never heard of this happening until now? Everyone goes to movies. I'm not old..
I just don't know what to do at this point. Is there any hope that it might go away?