Ah, it's a shame that the earplanes don't fit you. They seem to help a lot of people with regards to the pain. I'm in such a difficult choice haha, either waste over £2000, or potentially bring on devastating tinnitus if anythign bad happens. I've got used to my T - it no longer bothers me, but I know if it were to ramp up again I'd lose my mind.
Yup, it's a judgement call, for sure. It's fine with me that earplanes don't work because ear pain in planes is almost never an issue for me -- I can clear my e-tubes
very easily -- I just worry about the noise exposure (and to a far lesser degree the radiation).
Hmm but I always thought that ear damage would mean an increase in T, therefore baratrauma would cause an increase too? Many people say they got their T from exactly that. However, I guess everyone's T is different. I can move it to November and 'only' lose £1000, but then I could always get another cold, especially as winter is approaching!
I think that for some people, less hearing definitely leads to more tinnitus, but I don't think that's automatic. I have a friend who has had tinnitus he can hear in nearly all environments since he was 8; he's in his 30s now, his hearing is definitely not as good as it was when he was 8, but he says the ringing has never changed. Interestingly, he has also never been especially concerned about it, even though he can hear it over a 75db air conditioning unit. He admits that if he just sits around a silent room and focuses on it that it will quickly start to seem really annoying, but somehow his mind just doesn't get
stuck on it like mine does, and so it just doesn't faze him too much.
Because I have observed in myself that I can literally increase my tinnitus (in terms of MML) just by focusing on it for a period of time, part of me thinks that obsessive fixation on tinnitus, over a long period of time, may actually wire our brains to make the sound louder (in literal terms: increased number of hyperactive cells in the AC, and increased signal strength of the ear -> AC -> thalamus -> RIA -> limbic system loop which drives tinnitus distress).
And, really, that's why I'm gung-ho about various cognitive strategies: "incorrect" thinking, over a long period of time, will make the condition worse. I believe we are getting closer to understanding the exact neural mechanisms by which that works... but we already have 10-20 years of imaging data showing decreased pain signaling among long-term meditators and stuff like that. So, anyone who refuses to put a serious amount of time and effort into meditation because they are "waiting for more convincing data", is just being lazy or ignorant -- the data is there. It's true that only relatively limited studies have been done, but they have literally
all come to the conclusion that "the shit works". There is almost no research out there which does concludes that cognitive practices of one kind or another are worthless for the management of long-term pain and distress.