Yes, I want to fly again. Not just metaphorically, but on an actual plane. I've been putting it off for over 5 years now, ever since I got tinnitus after a plane ride (probably due to listening to music + engine sounds, but not sure)
I am extremely scared to even go near a plane, I just can't imagine exposing myself to so much noise. A plane cabin is what, 90 db?? How could I voluntarily expose myself to that, when the past years all I've done was to try to protect my ears from more damage?
The point of this post is... I WANT to lose this fear. I want to know that it is irrational (but is it really??).
Maybe it would help to discuss, I am looking for anything, educational, anecdotal. I just want to know it will be fine. I cannot put off living any longer because of this shitty noise in my head.
The plane ride would be short, just below 2 hours to start with, but I've been over it in my head a lot and I always see myself backing out at last minute.
I have very reactive tinnitus, a day outside will already make it louder. I also know that there IS a way to not care about spikes.
I'd appreciate a discussion, maybe some tips. I am extremely scared of the prospects of exposing myself to so much noise without an escape. Looking for any type of help beforehand.
I'm especially interested in thoughts of people who were once similarly scared of the thought of flying, and are now doing it without issue.
My plan is to wear Peltor over-ears, and foam earplugs.
One question I had is, do I really need to experience the take-off without foam earplugs? I was planning on wearing earplugs before going to the airport and not take them off during the whole ride (I am extremely picky with touching my ears without being able to wash my hands..). Any thoughts? I've heard of earplanes but those type of plugs dont seem to stick well in my ears, or I never managed to do it properly.
Thanks..