- Aug 8, 2017
- 88
- 43
- Tinnitus Since
- 02/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Acustic Trauma in childhood with onset after 26 years
I really don't know if I'm improving or not. Tinnitus healing is a very long trip.
Something for sure happened since my life is quite better than the priod close to T onset.
But things are still changing and seems there's not a real right path to follow. I really don't know if I am experiencing an healing process or it is just my imagination. Unbelievable, isn't it?
Anyway, the onest was 20/02/2017, worst day of my life.
I could say it came out of the blue but I know it wasn't. I had a previous hearing loss caused by an old acoustic trauma when I was 11 in 1992 (atm I'm 37, and was 36 at the onset).
Anyway, thing is: I always had since 1992 an hearing loss but no T. Maybe maybe maybe maybe a rly quite whisper buzz that was rly rly rly hard to hear. Nothing more.
After years T arrived. Duno why, maybe headphone? Disco? Clubs? Maybe the f*cking life?
I was as all here depressed and didn't know what to do.
I decide to resist and try to see what will happen. I knew T also before but I never met anyone with a T so severe that could lead to suicide or other tragedies.
So the time passed
February - April 2017 : severe T, many sounds in my ear, many beep, eeee, buzzing, pulsating (I had the pulsating before the real T).
April - August 2017: no more beep, some eeee, still buzzing , more in the evening. It started to become reactive.
August - December 2017: no more beep, no more eeeee, still buzzing. It becomes more reactive than before.
January 2018: still a lot reactive buzz, annoying, but when I go in totaly silent room it started to become a lot quieter.
February 2018: acoustic trauma (dishes on the floor): T still quiet, but little spike that brought it over the baseline so I could not sleep.
Couldn't hear T anyway in normal traffic, car, out of home. Terrible at night
March 2018: spike faded, but tryes to come back for some days anytime I hear some particular sounds.
I think I still have some H. Unilt it will not be resolved, my T will spike everytime.
If I think to my T as how it was at the onset I feel almost healed.
But thruth is that T is still there, and I'm still not satisfided.
It is not a success story. It's a story about a process that I can't understand perfectly.
Any of you lived same steps?
Sorry for my bad english.
Something for sure happened since my life is quite better than the priod close to T onset.
But things are still changing and seems there's not a real right path to follow. I really don't know if I am experiencing an healing process or it is just my imagination. Unbelievable, isn't it?
Anyway, the onest was 20/02/2017, worst day of my life.
I could say it came out of the blue but I know it wasn't. I had a previous hearing loss caused by an old acoustic trauma when I was 11 in 1992 (atm I'm 37, and was 36 at the onset).
Anyway, thing is: I always had since 1992 an hearing loss but no T. Maybe maybe maybe maybe a rly quite whisper buzz that was rly rly rly hard to hear. Nothing more.
After years T arrived. Duno why, maybe headphone? Disco? Clubs? Maybe the f*cking life?
I was as all here depressed and didn't know what to do.
I decide to resist and try to see what will happen. I knew T also before but I never met anyone with a T so severe that could lead to suicide or other tragedies.
So the time passed
February - April 2017 : severe T, many sounds in my ear, many beep, eeee, buzzing, pulsating (I had the pulsating before the real T).
April - August 2017: no more beep, some eeee, still buzzing , more in the evening. It started to become reactive.
August - December 2017: no more beep, no more eeeee, still buzzing. It becomes more reactive than before.
January 2018: still a lot reactive buzz, annoying, but when I go in totaly silent room it started to become a lot quieter.
February 2018: acoustic trauma (dishes on the floor): T still quiet, but little spike that brought it over the baseline so I could not sleep.
Couldn't hear T anyway in normal traffic, car, out of home. Terrible at night
March 2018: spike faded, but tryes to come back for some days anytime I hear some particular sounds.
I think I still have some H. Unilt it will not be resolved, my T will spike everytime.
If I think to my T as how it was at the onset I feel almost healed.
But thruth is that T is still there, and I'm still not satisfided.
It is not a success story. It's a story about a process that I can't understand perfectly.
Any of you lived same steps?
Sorry for my bad english.
