At my T onset, I was at my GP and was full of anxiety and panic.My thoughts exactly mate. The neurons are what I've been thinking from the start, I too have no real explanation to how my T started & I too went from 0 - 100. I find it really hard explaining what is going on in my head. Glad to see someone else out there knows though.
What's this valium infusion btw?
They had to calm me down and gave me an infusion/intravenous drip (sorry if my English is not correct here) with some benzo stuff in it. I guess it was lorazepam, diazepam, valium. Something like this. It calmed me down completely and my T went down massively (could only hear slightly in one ear).