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Luuk
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Hello everyone,
I have been hooked 24/7 to this forum over the last two months so I decided it was time to introduce myself here. I think I have read almost every comment/post and feel like a already know some of you personally. My name is Luuk (Luke) and I am 22 years and live in The Netherlands and probably got my T from excesses music through my Ipod over the last decade. My T is probably mild in nature but me obsessing over it probably makes it a lot worse experience for me.
I am not going to lie, the last two months have been the hardest of my life. I never felt so much anxiety, fear and stress throughout my whole life. Throughout the day I can usually manage, I life in the City center of a relatively large city in The Netherlands and with the windows open there is usually enough noise to make me not focus on my T however if i look for it i can hear it. Nights are a different story as I have developed some major sleeping problems. I feel like this also has a direct effect on the loudness of my T. Two weeks ago I was way more relaxed and managed to get around 8-10 hours of sleep a night without masking sounds.
That being said I decided that enough is enough and I have taken steps to cope with the sounds in my head. After multiple GP visits I decided to make an ENT appointment (I think I already know how that's going to turn out... lol) and starting CBT and acupuncture in the coming weeks. While I feel compassionate with every sufferer on this forum I know that is possible to live a normal life with T it just takes time and mental toughness to adjust to this annoyance.
Luuk
I have been hooked 24/7 to this forum over the last two months so I decided it was time to introduce myself here. I think I have read almost every comment/post and feel like a already know some of you personally. My name is Luuk (Luke) and I am 22 years and live in The Netherlands and probably got my T from excesses music through my Ipod over the last decade. My T is probably mild in nature but me obsessing over it probably makes it a lot worse experience for me.
I am not going to lie, the last two months have been the hardest of my life. I never felt so much anxiety, fear and stress throughout my whole life. Throughout the day I can usually manage, I life in the City center of a relatively large city in The Netherlands and with the windows open there is usually enough noise to make me not focus on my T however if i look for it i can hear it. Nights are a different story as I have developed some major sleeping problems. I feel like this also has a direct effect on the loudness of my T. Two weeks ago I was way more relaxed and managed to get around 8-10 hours of sleep a night without masking sounds.
That being said I decided that enough is enough and I have taken steps to cope with the sounds in my head. After multiple GP visits I decided to make an ENT appointment (I think I already know how that's going to turn out... lol) and starting CBT and acupuncture in the coming weeks. While I feel compassionate with every sufferer on this forum I know that is possible to live a normal life with T it just takes time and mental toughness to adjust to this annoyance.
Luuk