Hi everyone
My name is Jess and I'm 22 years old. What a relief to discover this site, though it's caused me mixed emotions seeing the negative and positive stories, it gives me great comfort to know that I'm not alone.
Around 2 years ago, I completely randomly woke up with T. I hadn't had a cold, been to a loud concert, hit my head, I just woke up with a mild fizzing ringing in my left ear.
However, up until about 3 weeks ago i never really noticed it unless I focused on it or was in a particularly dark and quiet room and it certainly didn't affect my daily life.
Then, just before Christmas I woke up with a feeling of deafness and fullness in my left ear with very loud T, I immediately went to my GP who had a good look at my ears and throat and ruled out wax or fluid, but said my tonsils were slightly swollen and my Eustachian tube was probably blocked, he said I probably had a cold on the way and to just wait for it to unblock naturally.
I should also add that I suffer (and always have suffered with) generalised anxiety disorder.
My ear has been blocking and unblocking since the day I went to my GP and at first the T wasn't so bad. Since last Thursday however, it feels like someone turned up the T volume to maximum. I have hardly slept a wink, I'm shakey, have very little appetite and feelings of constant butterflies. My trouble is, I don't know whether it's my anxiety causing my T or whether I do actually have an ear dysfunction of some sort.
I am seeing a GP again this afternoon, (although I got the usual disgruntled tone when I mentioned tinnitus), she said on the phone that she reckons a course of nasal steroids might work in opening up the tube, but I am sceptical. My T consists of a very high pitched ring/hiss that is most prominent in my left ear but partly present in my right ear over the past few days.
I am very open to the idea of habituation as I believe I subconciously did it before, but I'm feeling very alone and scared at the moment.
My parents live abroad, my boyfriend is in the military and is currently deployed (non hostile) and I live alone, so I'm sure that's not helping with the feeling a of isolation.
Plus, trying to explain this condition to anyone and explain how uncomfortable it is, is impossible.
Any advice, similar experiences or just a general chat would be very appreciated.
Thanks
Jess
My name is Jess and I'm 22 years old. What a relief to discover this site, though it's caused me mixed emotions seeing the negative and positive stories, it gives me great comfort to know that I'm not alone.
Around 2 years ago, I completely randomly woke up with T. I hadn't had a cold, been to a loud concert, hit my head, I just woke up with a mild fizzing ringing in my left ear.
However, up until about 3 weeks ago i never really noticed it unless I focused on it or was in a particularly dark and quiet room and it certainly didn't affect my daily life.
Then, just before Christmas I woke up with a feeling of deafness and fullness in my left ear with very loud T, I immediately went to my GP who had a good look at my ears and throat and ruled out wax or fluid, but said my tonsils were slightly swollen and my Eustachian tube was probably blocked, he said I probably had a cold on the way and to just wait for it to unblock naturally.
I should also add that I suffer (and always have suffered with) generalised anxiety disorder.
My ear has been blocking and unblocking since the day I went to my GP and at first the T wasn't so bad. Since last Thursday however, it feels like someone turned up the T volume to maximum. I have hardly slept a wink, I'm shakey, have very little appetite and feelings of constant butterflies. My trouble is, I don't know whether it's my anxiety causing my T or whether I do actually have an ear dysfunction of some sort.
I am seeing a GP again this afternoon, (although I got the usual disgruntled tone when I mentioned tinnitus), she said on the phone that she reckons a course of nasal steroids might work in opening up the tube, but I am sceptical. My T consists of a very high pitched ring/hiss that is most prominent in my left ear but partly present in my right ear over the past few days.
I am very open to the idea of habituation as I believe I subconciously did it before, but I'm feeling very alone and scared at the moment.
My parents live abroad, my boyfriend is in the military and is currently deployed (non hostile) and I live alone, so I'm sure that's not helping with the feeling a of isolation.
Plus, trying to explain this condition to anyone and explain how uncomfortable it is, is impossible.
Any advice, similar experiences or just a general chat would be very appreciated.
Thanks
Jess