Hello from Vancouver from another Canuck. Yes, most of us have been where you are. This initial stage is the most difficult stage of T suffering as the brain is still trying to figure out tinnitus. Your limbic nervous system is dominant now as you are in the fight or flight mode and things look a lot worse than they are. Hang in there. Things will get better over time. Have you figured out what could have caused the tinnitus? I have high pitch T too plus severe hyperacusis. I suffered like you with relentless anxiety and panic attacks plus depression & sleeplessness. I thought how on earth anyone could live with that? But today I live a normal, productive and absolutely enjoyable life. I wrote my success story like many members do and share some helpful strategies. If you wish to know the detail of my strategies, here is my success story:
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/thread...w-i-recovered-from-tinnitus-hyperacusis.3148/
Anyways, if you find T bothering or alarming, you may want to try masking it. If you haven't done so, here are some suggestions. Take good care. God bless.
1) Mask at bed time so you can sleep better. Find whatever sounds/music that are soothing to you. You can use a sound machine or sound pillow for this, or a computer with speakers.
2) If you need masking on the go, try load an ipod with nature sounds or music using itune. If you have a smart phone, you can download free APPs for soothing or T-masking sounds. Make sure you set the volume slightly below that of T to help the body to get used to the T sound.
3) If you have computer and speakers, you can try these excellent masking sounds too:
TT's audio player:
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/audioplayer/
or this online sound library, particularly the self-mix nature sounds:
https://mynoise.net
or download free sound generator 'aire freshener':
http://www.peterhirschberg.com/mysoftware.html
or search youtube with words like 'tinnitus masking sounds', 'white noise', 'rain sound' etc.