- Jun 19, 2016
- 467
- 30
- Tinnitus Since
- 06/2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- A loud Concert - Noise Exposure
I'm 22. And I suffer from anxiety and depression. My story seems to be the usual, I went to a concert on the 15 of June (go figure) And i was front row near the speaker.
The first hour I was fine.. As i was in the middle, But then I migrated to the side near the speaker for the next 2 hours.
The first hours was fine. I didn't noticed anything wrong when the band took a break. But after the second hour when things got a little louder. I came out of the concert with a quiet loud ring in my left ear. I knew I had been too close but thought nothing of it and assumed it would go away when I had woken up.
So began the nightmare of the next couple of days.
The following day, Thursday, I had a slight ringing still left in my ear. And from there anxiety kicked in and I started to panic. I searched up my symptoms and came across that awful word Tinnitus.
I instantly had panic attacks, wondering if it would be temporary or permanent. Also having suicidial thoughts, wondering how I called live with this if it was to be permanent.
That day I became ill, due to a virus or anxiety I don't know. I was vomiting, dizzy and just in and out of sleep.
It was then I knew I had to call a doctor.
The doctor came around the next night and did a check up.
He said I have T and that it should go away 3-5 days. If not I should follow up with my GP. He also said that the ear I said was affected (left ear) was clogged of wax and that my right was a little red. He left after prescribing me some stematil (I think it's called, to stop dizziness. Although the drowsiness was a side effect I loved the idea of sleep after being sick and hearing my T)
He also said to use some waxsol to soften was for when they remove it.
(Since I had already searched it, I know I'll need to go to an ENT.).
And so I got worse.
The next day I was bed ridden, I only got out to shower, had not eaten, and only had sips of water when I was "conscious"(at this point I was dopey from the drugs).
My eyes were sensitive to light and I had been in bed for the next day, feeling sick and worried all over again. Not drinking much until I felt better that night (Saturday). At this point I was so dopey I didn't really notice my T and I needed help to shower and bath, keeping my eyes closed almost the whole time if I wasn't in my dark room sleeping.
Come saturday night I felt a bit better and ate some banana and watermelon as I had waited for another doctor to come and See me as I was dehydrated.
At this point I was told I needed to urinate again before I slept or I'd have to go to the hospital to get an IV in.
And the thought of being in a hospital with no fan by myself and with T sounded terrifying as I had been using my fan to distract me from the T.
So I drank as much as I could and ended up going to the toilet.
Sunday (today) is here. And I feel better and have eaten more, but now I am more aware of my T. It spikes here and there. I do hope it's only temporary but if not I am happy to have come across this forum as many users have given me hope.
I'll have to go to my gp and hopefully ENT tomorrow to see what they say.
The first hour I was fine.. As i was in the middle, But then I migrated to the side near the speaker for the next 2 hours.
The first hours was fine. I didn't noticed anything wrong when the band took a break. But after the second hour when things got a little louder. I came out of the concert with a quiet loud ring in my left ear. I knew I had been too close but thought nothing of it and assumed it would go away when I had woken up.
So began the nightmare of the next couple of days.
The following day, Thursday, I had a slight ringing still left in my ear. And from there anxiety kicked in and I started to panic. I searched up my symptoms and came across that awful word Tinnitus.
I instantly had panic attacks, wondering if it would be temporary or permanent. Also having suicidial thoughts, wondering how I called live with this if it was to be permanent.
That day I became ill, due to a virus or anxiety I don't know. I was vomiting, dizzy and just in and out of sleep.
It was then I knew I had to call a doctor.
The doctor came around the next night and did a check up.
He said I have T and that it should go away 3-5 days. If not I should follow up with my GP. He also said that the ear I said was affected (left ear) was clogged of wax and that my right was a little red. He left after prescribing me some stematil (I think it's called, to stop dizziness. Although the drowsiness was a side effect I loved the idea of sleep after being sick and hearing my T)
He also said to use some waxsol to soften was for when they remove it.
(Since I had already searched it, I know I'll need to go to an ENT.).
And so I got worse.
The next day I was bed ridden, I only got out to shower, had not eaten, and only had sips of water when I was "conscious"(at this point I was dopey from the drugs).
My eyes were sensitive to light and I had been in bed for the next day, feeling sick and worried all over again. Not drinking much until I felt better that night (Saturday). At this point I was so dopey I didn't really notice my T and I needed help to shower and bath, keeping my eyes closed almost the whole time if I wasn't in my dark room sleeping.
Come saturday night I felt a bit better and ate some banana and watermelon as I had waited for another doctor to come and See me as I was dehydrated.
At this point I was told I needed to urinate again before I slept or I'd have to go to the hospital to get an IV in.
And the thought of being in a hospital with no fan by myself and with T sounded terrifying as I had been using my fan to distract me from the T.
So I drank as much as I could and ended up going to the toilet.
Sunday (today) is here. And I feel better and have eaten more, but now I am more aware of my T. It spikes here and there. I do hope it's only temporary but if not I am happy to have come across this forum as many users have given me hope.
I'll have to go to my gp and hopefully ENT tomorrow to see what they say.