- Jan 28, 2019
- 145
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noice induced
Hey all,
After lurking around here for a while and reading many of the posts around here, I decided to create an account and chime in myself. Mainly because I want to DO something about it, because I find the worst thing is to just have to sit and wait . I'm a 34 year old guy, and after having acquired noise induced tinnitus back in 2011 and recovered completely, I now got it again... A different version, though.
Also, I've seen several stories around here that seem to be very similar from my condition, which are on their road to recovery. So I'm intent on getting a similar thing going .
First, let's start with a success story. Back in 2011, I acquired noise induced tinnitus at New Years, from some kid who found it funny to throw a firecracker next to my left ear. NOT funny. It gave me a high pitch tinnitus which gave me a lot of anxiety for over a month, but which then started to fade in its second month. To be honest I don't really know at what point it was gone, but I do know I recorded 100%. So yes, people, I too can attest you CAN completely recover.
It took me a while before I started to trust music and headphones again, but after a year and a half, I bought an over ear headphone. Before the incident I'd been listening with in-ears a lot, but I didn't trust those anymore. I figured these were at least safer. Also, I cut my listening down to a lot. Maybe once in a few weeks, or months. I'm not someone to go to concerts or clubs, and on that rare occasion I went to a concert, I wore protection.
But back in the beginning of November last year, I decided to listen to the soundtrack to Suspiria with my headphones. A rare decision nowadays, but I was really looking forward to that film and music. Turned out to be one of the worst decisions in my life, mainly because of a screeching, monotonous sound that Tom Yorke wanted to end the album with. It went on for too long, I should've turned the volume down, taken the headset off, SOMETHING, and I've been kicking myself over it ever since.
The result: I've gotten reactive tinnitus. It changes all the time, and can be a lot less bad in the mornings, some times almost non-existent, but it's nearly impossible to listen to music over the stereo at moderate or low volume, as it will always get agitated.
A few weeks in, a friend sent me to the doctor, who then syringed my ears, which gave a big relieve. At first i thought it was completely gone... then slowly, it crept up again. And again. And again. And then, after a shower, it was magically reduced greatly, and I thought I was on my way to recovery again.
And then, last week, the week I thought I was making such progress, I decided to listen to low-volume classical music to see if I could mask it, see what happens. I turned the music on and... it reacted. So I thought, I shouldn't focus on the tinnitus, I should focus on the music. Get my mind habituated. But then my left ear started to give a burning sensation... it started to get warm... to ache...
And now, I believe I've got Hyperacusis, which has gotten worse. While Friday I noticed only certain pitches were triggers, causing some kind of spasm inside my ear to contract, but last night, just listening to my own voice gave me pain. It's some kind of burning sensation what creeps up on you.
HOWEVER, I've seen on these boards very hopeful stories of likeminded people which I was very happy to read. Those who have said their situation gradually got better, also by use of some therapy and getting their ears slowly adjusted to hearing certain sounds again. I would love to get on such a treatment.
As of now, I'm basically doing anything I come across. I'm getting magnesium supplements, ACV (which seemed to give a relieve the first time, so I keep drinking it), taking sleep supplements for night rest as that proves challenging at times, Omega 3 fish oil... anything I could find on this boards. Even if it doesn't work, at least I want to be busy to have the feeling I'm in control, focusing on the positive stories around here.
@Michael Leigh, I want to first of all thank you for your posts that are giving me hope. IIRC you said somewhere that for reactive tinnitus (and now, painful Hyperacusis as of last weekend), there's a treatment. This is giving me hope! I'm trying to get into this, but audiologists over here have a 12 week waiting line... Is there a way to maybe have a chat about this? I have some questions, and would love to get this thing going! .
After lurking around here for a while and reading many of the posts around here, I decided to create an account and chime in myself. Mainly because I want to DO something about it, because I find the worst thing is to just have to sit and wait . I'm a 34 year old guy, and after having acquired noise induced tinnitus back in 2011 and recovered completely, I now got it again... A different version, though.
Also, I've seen several stories around here that seem to be very similar from my condition, which are on their road to recovery. So I'm intent on getting a similar thing going .
First, let's start with a success story. Back in 2011, I acquired noise induced tinnitus at New Years, from some kid who found it funny to throw a firecracker next to my left ear. NOT funny. It gave me a high pitch tinnitus which gave me a lot of anxiety for over a month, but which then started to fade in its second month. To be honest I don't really know at what point it was gone, but I do know I recorded 100%. So yes, people, I too can attest you CAN completely recover.
It took me a while before I started to trust music and headphones again, but after a year and a half, I bought an over ear headphone. Before the incident I'd been listening with in-ears a lot, but I didn't trust those anymore. I figured these were at least safer. Also, I cut my listening down to a lot. Maybe once in a few weeks, or months. I'm not someone to go to concerts or clubs, and on that rare occasion I went to a concert, I wore protection.
But back in the beginning of November last year, I decided to listen to the soundtrack to Suspiria with my headphones. A rare decision nowadays, but I was really looking forward to that film and music. Turned out to be one of the worst decisions in my life, mainly because of a screeching, monotonous sound that Tom Yorke wanted to end the album with. It went on for too long, I should've turned the volume down, taken the headset off, SOMETHING, and I've been kicking myself over it ever since.
The result: I've gotten reactive tinnitus. It changes all the time, and can be a lot less bad in the mornings, some times almost non-existent, but it's nearly impossible to listen to music over the stereo at moderate or low volume, as it will always get agitated.
A few weeks in, a friend sent me to the doctor, who then syringed my ears, which gave a big relieve. At first i thought it was completely gone... then slowly, it crept up again. And again. And again. And then, after a shower, it was magically reduced greatly, and I thought I was on my way to recovery again.
And then, last week, the week I thought I was making such progress, I decided to listen to low-volume classical music to see if I could mask it, see what happens. I turned the music on and... it reacted. So I thought, I shouldn't focus on the tinnitus, I should focus on the music. Get my mind habituated. But then my left ear started to give a burning sensation... it started to get warm... to ache...
And now, I believe I've got Hyperacusis, which has gotten worse. While Friday I noticed only certain pitches were triggers, causing some kind of spasm inside my ear to contract, but last night, just listening to my own voice gave me pain. It's some kind of burning sensation what creeps up on you.
HOWEVER, I've seen on these boards very hopeful stories of likeminded people which I was very happy to read. Those who have said their situation gradually got better, also by use of some therapy and getting their ears slowly adjusted to hearing certain sounds again. I would love to get on such a treatment.
As of now, I'm basically doing anything I come across. I'm getting magnesium supplements, ACV (which seemed to give a relieve the first time, so I keep drinking it), taking sleep supplements for night rest as that proves challenging at times, Omega 3 fish oil... anything I could find on this boards. Even if it doesn't work, at least I want to be busy to have the feeling I'm in control, focusing on the positive stories around here.
@Michael Leigh, I want to first of all thank you for your posts that are giving me hope. IIRC you said somewhere that for reactive tinnitus (and now, painful Hyperacusis as of last weekend), there's a treatment. This is giving me hope! I'm trying to get into this, but audiologists over here have a 12 week waiting line... Is there a way to maybe have a chat about this? I have some questions, and would love to get this thing going! .