So first off let me start by saying I'm sorry this is a long post but I just want to be thorough and provide as many details as possible - also, I am acknowledging that many people on this forum have suffered with tinnitus for months and some even years, decades even, and I am so, so incredibly sorry from the bottom of my heart to those that have been suffering so long. I've had it in my left ear for almost 3 weeks now and after experiencing it first hand I am going out of my mind. I am really, really desperate to find an answer and fix what is causing this. For reference I am not a concert goer and haven't had any exposure to loud noise so I am fairly positive inner hair cell damage is not the issue (unless that can be caused by other things I am not aware of)
A bit of a backstory....
I've been into working out for quite a few years. I focus more on my lower body than upper, but I did workout my upper body/back 1-2 times per week. Well early in 2019 I started to get this pain in my right upper back/shoulder blade. (probably from working out) I have a desk job and so I would really notice the pain a lot more when I would be sitting there in my work chair. I began trying to roll out the pain with massage, tennis balls, etc. The pain would subside momentarily sometimes for a few days but would always return! I then began this ritual of trying to*crack*/stretch out those muscles in my right back/shoulder/neck area by turning my head as hard as I could to the left until I felt a good stretch and heard my back/shoulder pop/crack. I eventually was doing this awkward twisting motion multiple times a day, sometimes really forcing myself into very unnatural positions to get that ONE crack because my shoulder was just in so much pain, and popping it out provided (although minimal) some temporary relief from the pain when I wasn't eating handfuls of over the counter pain relievers. I also stopped working out when this pain started and haven't been to the gym in about 6 months.
So fast forward to late August 2019. I am in my room one night sitting on my bed, doing that awkward twisting motion to the left trying to crack my shoulder/back. I had been doing it a lot that day and it wasn't cracking this particular time so I was holding my head cocked to the left very strenuously (I was holding my breath without realizing) when I began to feel this unnatural rush of pressure come from the base of my neck up through my ear. It felt very very weird although not painful at all, but I knew it didn't feel right.
However, stupid me didn't stop there, and after several minutes had passed I started doing that twisting motion again. Well, again, I felt the unnatural rush of pressure come from my neck up through the left side to my ear except this time when I released the tension of the hold, I felt a very weird clogged/full feeling in my left ear. The full feeling came and went for a few days until one night when it was gone... (I was also getting over a cold at this time) and then all of a sudden I coughed, and it was like me coughing shot something up into my ear and plugged it for good. The plugged feeling never went away and it was like when I would shake my head I could feel almost like fluid/movement in my ear...
Nothing I did helped. I tried all sorts of decongestants and nothing helped so I just kinda got used to the fullness feeling... I was freaked out so I stopped cracking my back even though the pain was still there.
THEN, one month later TO THE DAY of the fullness starting is when my T started...
(for reference, I had resumed cracking my back the day prior due to pain intensity although I was being VERY gentle... I.E not putting unnatural strain on my neck at all ((or atleast I didn't think that I was)) )
So the next morning is when it started....
Tuesday September 24th I woke up at my usual time 8 AM to get ready for work. I was out of bed for approximately 10 minutes, doing my usual stuff, I'll never forget that moment... all of sudden I was standing there in my room and this LOUD ringing/beeping appeared suddenly in my left ear and didn't go away. I started to panic and cry. It's been there ever since.
It's going on 3 weeks now and the beeping at times will change to a very very faint background static almost like it's going away....
However I was cracking my back again yesterday and today the T has been wicked loud again since about 10 minutes since I woke up this morning
I went to the ER 2 days ago because it was so loud and I was so scared. The doctor told me he thinks I possibly strained a neck muscle that's putting pressure on my ear....
I also have noticed that sometimes when the T is REALLY loud, I don't feel the full feeling in my ear, and other times when the T is really soft, my ear feels really full. I have also noticed that the muscles on the left side of my neck are REALLY sore when pressed on, and my right neck feels totally fine...
I haven't really been able to find anyone with a similar experience to mine so I'm just hoping somebody reads this and possibly has some insight... needless to say I am not cracking my back again for any reason and please if any of you guys do stop now it's not worth it
A bit of a backstory....
I've been into working out for quite a few years. I focus more on my lower body than upper, but I did workout my upper body/back 1-2 times per week. Well early in 2019 I started to get this pain in my right upper back/shoulder blade. (probably from working out) I have a desk job and so I would really notice the pain a lot more when I would be sitting there in my work chair. I began trying to roll out the pain with massage, tennis balls, etc. The pain would subside momentarily sometimes for a few days but would always return! I then began this ritual of trying to*crack*/stretch out those muscles in my right back/shoulder/neck area by turning my head as hard as I could to the left until I felt a good stretch and heard my back/shoulder pop/crack. I eventually was doing this awkward twisting motion multiple times a day, sometimes really forcing myself into very unnatural positions to get that ONE crack because my shoulder was just in so much pain, and popping it out provided (although minimal) some temporary relief from the pain when I wasn't eating handfuls of over the counter pain relievers. I also stopped working out when this pain started and haven't been to the gym in about 6 months.
So fast forward to late August 2019. I am in my room one night sitting on my bed, doing that awkward twisting motion to the left trying to crack my shoulder/back. I had been doing it a lot that day and it wasn't cracking this particular time so I was holding my head cocked to the left very strenuously (I was holding my breath without realizing) when I began to feel this unnatural rush of pressure come from the base of my neck up through my ear. It felt very very weird although not painful at all, but I knew it didn't feel right.
However, stupid me didn't stop there, and after several minutes had passed I started doing that twisting motion again. Well, again, I felt the unnatural rush of pressure come from my neck up through the left side to my ear except this time when I released the tension of the hold, I felt a very weird clogged/full feeling in my left ear. The full feeling came and went for a few days until one night when it was gone... (I was also getting over a cold at this time) and then all of a sudden I coughed, and it was like me coughing shot something up into my ear and plugged it for good. The plugged feeling never went away and it was like when I would shake my head I could feel almost like fluid/movement in my ear...
Nothing I did helped. I tried all sorts of decongestants and nothing helped so I just kinda got used to the fullness feeling... I was freaked out so I stopped cracking my back even though the pain was still there.
THEN, one month later TO THE DAY of the fullness starting is when my T started...
(for reference, I had resumed cracking my back the day prior due to pain intensity although I was being VERY gentle... I.E not putting unnatural strain on my neck at all ((or atleast I didn't think that I was)) )
So the next morning is when it started....
Tuesday September 24th I woke up at my usual time 8 AM to get ready for work. I was out of bed for approximately 10 minutes, doing my usual stuff, I'll never forget that moment... all of sudden I was standing there in my room and this LOUD ringing/beeping appeared suddenly in my left ear and didn't go away. I started to panic and cry. It's been there ever since.
It's going on 3 weeks now and the beeping at times will change to a very very faint background static almost like it's going away....
However I was cracking my back again yesterday and today the T has been wicked loud again since about 10 minutes since I woke up this morning
I went to the ER 2 days ago because it was so loud and I was so scared. The doctor told me he thinks I possibly strained a neck muscle that's putting pressure on my ear....
I also have noticed that sometimes when the T is REALLY loud, I don't feel the full feeling in my ear, and other times when the T is really soft, my ear feels really full. I have also noticed that the muscles on the left side of my neck are REALLY sore when pressed on, and my right neck feels totally fine...
I haven't really been able to find anyone with a similar experience to mine so I'm just hoping somebody reads this and possibly has some insight... needless to say I am not cracking my back again for any reason and please if any of you guys do stop now it's not worth it