Hey all, my name is Hannah. I'd like to start off by saying I've had tinnitus for a year but I've never actually spoken to someone with tinnitus about it so I'm looking forward to speaking with people who actually understand.
I have no idea how the tinnitus started. Usually the cause is hearing loss but I've been tested for hearing loss twice since going to the doctor and my hearing is perfectly fine. Took thyroid tests, did an MRI scan, and more, and so far nothing. I have high pitched ringing and can also hear my pulse, and it sometimes gives me migraines and nausea. I also sometimes hear clicking in my head, but usually only when I'm jogging or doing vigorous exercise. I have ringing in both of my ears. My left ear is a lot worse than my right ear, not in terms of the ringing, but I get pain in my left ear and I can feel pressure in it whenever I swallow food and water. And I don't know if this has any significance but my left nostril is swollen, I just imagined that's because there's something going on with my left ear and it's connected to my nostril. Since the tinnitus started, I breathe a lot better out of my right nostril than my left one. Has anyone experienced this? I've read a lot of stories about people with tinnitus but none of people who also get the other symptoms I mentioned. I've also gotten vertigo but it's rare, it doesn't happen often. If anyone knows anything, please let me know! Not to mention, I'm only 19 (it started when I was 18) so it concerns me that it's happening so young.
I'd also like to rant and say doctors are useless! I wish I could have found one doctor who took me seriously and actually wanted to help me before my insurance got cut off. (I had Molina and they cut you off once you turn 19). Now that I no longer have insurance, I don't know how I'm going to get help but that's a different story. Anyway, this seems like a minor annoyance to other people but they don't understand how unbearable it can be, not even doctors. I saw my primary care doctor about it and she didn't help, switched doctors because I moved and she thought of some possible causes but turned out they weren't the cause so she referred me to an ENT doctor. I went to him and he ordered the blood test and MRI, when that didn't help he referred me to a neurologist. I drove 2 hours to see the neurologist and he didn't help me at all, this was after my insurance was cut off so now I have to pay him $505 for literally doing nothing! He made me feel uncomfortable from the start, he was just very rude, and I started crying as I was trying to describe the tinnitus to him. Because I cried, he disregarded everything I had said and told me he thinks I have depression. Had I not started crying, perhaps he would have actually tried to help me further. I mean, he didn't even look in my ears which you would think he would since that's what my problem is! He didn't even pay attention to the fact that I have more symptoms than just ringing in the ears. Depression, my ass! I do not have these symptoms because of depression, I don't even have any symptoms of depression. However, it does make me depressed at times but that doesn't make me a depressed person, I get depressed because I have tinnitus; I don't have tinnitus because I'm depressed. Why is it so difficult to find a doctor who truly wants to help you? It's just so overwhelming!
I have no idea how the tinnitus started. Usually the cause is hearing loss but I've been tested for hearing loss twice since going to the doctor and my hearing is perfectly fine. Took thyroid tests, did an MRI scan, and more, and so far nothing. I have high pitched ringing and can also hear my pulse, and it sometimes gives me migraines and nausea. I also sometimes hear clicking in my head, but usually only when I'm jogging or doing vigorous exercise. I have ringing in both of my ears. My left ear is a lot worse than my right ear, not in terms of the ringing, but I get pain in my left ear and I can feel pressure in it whenever I swallow food and water. And I don't know if this has any significance but my left nostril is swollen, I just imagined that's because there's something going on with my left ear and it's connected to my nostril. Since the tinnitus started, I breathe a lot better out of my right nostril than my left one. Has anyone experienced this? I've read a lot of stories about people with tinnitus but none of people who also get the other symptoms I mentioned. I've also gotten vertigo but it's rare, it doesn't happen often. If anyone knows anything, please let me know! Not to mention, I'm only 19 (it started when I was 18) so it concerns me that it's happening so young.
I'd also like to rant and say doctors are useless! I wish I could have found one doctor who took me seriously and actually wanted to help me before my insurance got cut off. (I had Molina and they cut you off once you turn 19). Now that I no longer have insurance, I don't know how I'm going to get help but that's a different story. Anyway, this seems like a minor annoyance to other people but they don't understand how unbearable it can be, not even doctors. I saw my primary care doctor about it and she didn't help, switched doctors because I moved and she thought of some possible causes but turned out they weren't the cause so she referred me to an ENT doctor. I went to him and he ordered the blood test and MRI, when that didn't help he referred me to a neurologist. I drove 2 hours to see the neurologist and he didn't help me at all, this was after my insurance was cut off so now I have to pay him $505 for literally doing nothing! He made me feel uncomfortable from the start, he was just very rude, and I started crying as I was trying to describe the tinnitus to him. Because I cried, he disregarded everything I had said and told me he thinks I have depression. Had I not started crying, perhaps he would have actually tried to help me further. I mean, he didn't even look in my ears which you would think he would since that's what my problem is! He didn't even pay attention to the fact that I have more symptoms than just ringing in the ears. Depression, my ass! I do not have these symptoms because of depression, I don't even have any symptoms of depression. However, it does make me depressed at times but that doesn't make me a depressed person, I get depressed because I have tinnitus; I don't have tinnitus because I'm depressed. Why is it so difficult to find a doctor who truly wants to help you? It's just so overwhelming!