Well, where to start? I developed tinnitus a couple years ago, acoustic trauma. For the last two years it's been at about a 3, weeks would go by where I wouldn't think about it. I felt like I had a decent grip on it and was able to live my life.
Things changed about a month ago. Within the course of a week my tinnitus went from a 3 to a 8+. I can't imagine what acoustic trauma could have set off such a spike. Six months ago I'd been put on Prozac for general depression. Things have been going a lot better. I was feeling better, proactive, quit smoking and quit drinking etc. Then the tinnitus came back with a vengeance that has left me in a desperately depressed state.
The volume and pitch have gotten to the level where it is impossible to mask. Even in the shower I can hear it screeching above the sound of the water. In the three weeks since it spiked, there has been no reprieve whatsoever. No good days. From morning to night it screams in my ear.
Yesterday I had a massive panic attack while driving. I pulled over and called my wife and cried harder and more hysterically than I ever have in my life. I feel completely at the end of my rope. I feel extreme anxiety and depression, and I know that it won't be long before suicidal thoughts begin to seep in to my head.
I don't expect any cures, But I also cannot see how I can continue to live a life like this.
Things changed about a month ago. Within the course of a week my tinnitus went from a 3 to a 8+. I can't imagine what acoustic trauma could have set off such a spike. Six months ago I'd been put on Prozac for general depression. Things have been going a lot better. I was feeling better, proactive, quit smoking and quit drinking etc. Then the tinnitus came back with a vengeance that has left me in a desperately depressed state.
The volume and pitch have gotten to the level where it is impossible to mask. Even in the shower I can hear it screeching above the sound of the water. In the three weeks since it spiked, there has been no reprieve whatsoever. No good days. From morning to night it screams in my ear.
Yesterday I had a massive panic attack while driving. I pulled over and called my wife and cried harder and more hysterically than I ever have in my life. I feel completely at the end of my rope. I feel extreme anxiety and depression, and I know that it won't be long before suicidal thoughts begin to seep in to my head.
I don't expect any cures, But I also cannot see how I can continue to live a life like this.