Right so this is sort of the first time since I've had this that I've really started to panic over it.
Basically I was at a wedding and even though for most of the night I was close but not really THAT close to the speakers when I was walking to the toilet every time I walked directly passed the speaker(silly move I know but I thought nothing of it at the the time) I didn't notice anything wrong at all until I got back to the hotel room. When I felt this massively loud ringing. I've had ringing before after a couple of night outs at night clubs and football(soccer) games but it always passes in the morning.
I woke up that morning and it wasn't gone. I looked online, spoke to my mum about it and got told the same thing. It should be gone in the next couple of days, maybe even a week so I calmed down a bit. When I left the hotel however it literally felt as if it was gone. Even when I tried to listen to it just wasn't there. I only noticed it again at night, even then I always have the radio on at night so it was manageable.
For about a week after that it felt like it was still there but mild and I was handling it fine and the only issue I really had was one morning when the ringing felt slightly louder after work (I work in a mail sorting warehouse place at night and they put the radio on but it's not all that loud there is just a general noiseness about the place if you get what I mean) other than that it's mostly just a static noise and slight ringing which gets louder in total silence and when I focus on it.
Then about 9 days after the wedding on a tuesday I was still noticing it in silince and even covering my ears to try hear how bad it was but I was still coping and it was still very mild
That night I went to this club. It was a pretty small place and the music was loud with big speakers on the ceiling. The ringing came back pretty loud for the night when I got home(but had a drink in me so didn't bother me as much) and then the morning but again when I went outside or was watching TV etc it felt mostly hard to hear the Tinnitus. On the following Saturday again I really thought nothing of it and went out to another club. The music was, as usual loud, not as loud as the other place and it was the same story.
So the Ringing came back. It was pretty loud in the morning about the same as the last time and as the day settled in it went down. Bear in mind pretty much every night here bar the two I went out I have the radio on when I go to sleep.
So a week has passed since then and it's been there but I've managed it. It's, as described before a dim static noise followed by a ringing that is louder when I focus on it and try to sleep in silence .
All in all it's been just over three weeks and tonight I've been thinking about it a bit more and it's starting to really unsettle me. I've noticed it more tonight and to test how loud it is I turned my Radio off and it's only unselttled me more The actual thought of having this noise with me forevevr, even if it is not that bad is keeping me up more than the tinnius itself.
I'm 18 and going to university soon so I'm worried if I'll even be able to go on nights out in case this gets worse or I potentially make it permanent(If I didn't already) . I keep thinking it'll be fine because obviously I went out twice in the one week and even though it's still here I've been okay with it apart from tonight. Personally I don't feel like its made it worse just that as it is not much worse than before the two nights out but I feel I may have prolonged it when it could have been gone. I'm always thinking about how I might not ever hear silence again which is messing me up a bit.
All in all I just want to know what people think of this. I realise I wrote a book here but I really just want some opinion on it from people who have expeiernced this. Is it poissible given how much noise I've been exposed to and how mild it is that it could go away and really is not that bad?
I should mention at no point apart from today and the first day has this really really unsettled me like this and also the noise has never been at a unbearable level expect from when in compete silince and even at that it isn't all that loud.
Thanks for reading. Sorry for writing a book by the way I'm just really worried.
Also sorry for the poor grammar it's 5 in the morning lol
Basically I was at a wedding and even though for most of the night I was close but not really THAT close to the speakers when I was walking to the toilet every time I walked directly passed the speaker(silly move I know but I thought nothing of it at the the time) I didn't notice anything wrong at all until I got back to the hotel room. When I felt this massively loud ringing. I've had ringing before after a couple of night outs at night clubs and football(soccer) games but it always passes in the morning.
I woke up that morning and it wasn't gone. I looked online, spoke to my mum about it and got told the same thing. It should be gone in the next couple of days, maybe even a week so I calmed down a bit. When I left the hotel however it literally felt as if it was gone. Even when I tried to listen to it just wasn't there. I only noticed it again at night, even then I always have the radio on at night so it was manageable.
For about a week after that it felt like it was still there but mild and I was handling it fine and the only issue I really had was one morning when the ringing felt slightly louder after work (I work in a mail sorting warehouse place at night and they put the radio on but it's not all that loud there is just a general noiseness about the place if you get what I mean) other than that it's mostly just a static noise and slight ringing which gets louder in total silence and when I focus on it.
Then about 9 days after the wedding on a tuesday I was still noticing it in silince and even covering my ears to try hear how bad it was but I was still coping and it was still very mild
That night I went to this club. It was a pretty small place and the music was loud with big speakers on the ceiling. The ringing came back pretty loud for the night when I got home(but had a drink in me so didn't bother me as much) and then the morning but again when I went outside or was watching TV etc it felt mostly hard to hear the Tinnitus. On the following Saturday again I really thought nothing of it and went out to another club. The music was, as usual loud, not as loud as the other place and it was the same story.
So the Ringing came back. It was pretty loud in the morning about the same as the last time and as the day settled in it went down. Bear in mind pretty much every night here bar the two I went out I have the radio on when I go to sleep.
So a week has passed since then and it's been there but I've managed it. It's, as described before a dim static noise followed by a ringing that is louder when I focus on it and try to sleep in silence .
All in all it's been just over three weeks and tonight I've been thinking about it a bit more and it's starting to really unsettle me. I've noticed it more tonight and to test how loud it is I turned my Radio off and it's only unselttled me more The actual thought of having this noise with me forevevr, even if it is not that bad is keeping me up more than the tinnius itself.
I'm 18 and going to university soon so I'm worried if I'll even be able to go on nights out in case this gets worse or I potentially make it permanent(If I didn't already) . I keep thinking it'll be fine because obviously I went out twice in the one week and even though it's still here I've been okay with it apart from tonight. Personally I don't feel like its made it worse just that as it is not much worse than before the two nights out but I feel I may have prolonged it when it could have been gone. I'm always thinking about how I might not ever hear silence again which is messing me up a bit.
All in all I just want to know what people think of this. I realise I wrote a book here but I really just want some opinion on it from people who have expeiernced this. Is it poissible given how much noise I've been exposed to and how mild it is that it could go away and really is not that bad?
I should mention at no point apart from today and the first day has this really really unsettled me like this and also the noise has never been at a unbearable level expect from when in compete silince and even at that it isn't all that loud.
Thanks for reading. Sorry for writing a book by the way I'm just really worried.
Also sorry for the poor grammar it's 5 in the morning lol
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