within 5 minutes of being awake it starts to get shrill and painful again.
Well I guess we can look forward to those few minutes a day where we are not totally awake yet. Lol. To be honest, it's kind of what keeps me going, I lay there and feel a bit normal for about 2-5 min before my T gets to unbearable levels again. It's about 20 percent quieter and way less shrill, I could function properly if it changed to that. It would still be loud and shity as hell but at least livable. Everyday I wake up and have this hope that it will stay lower, two years straight of daily let downs nowNot only is it louder, but sometimes the physical sensation of a buzz saw whirring in my head is very strong. One night a few weeks ago it really felt like my brain was being sawed in half. Absolutely freaked me out.
As I wake up, I have the metallic hissing static, and then the tea kettle whistle joins in as soon as I'm completely awake. Idiotic neurons.