It wasn't until 6 months ago, December 2017, that my lifestyle drastically changed. I started going out to clubs, parties, and I obviously started drinking. These are things never use to do prior to December 2017.
I noticed late February that something was wrong. My tinnitus began increasing in volume. But I was caught up in the hype. I was caught up in the fun. And I ignored it. WHICH I GREATLY REGRET.
Over the past couple of months my tinnitus has been getting worse and worse. Till about 3 weeks ago were the ringing starting becoming unbearable.
I realised that my partying days are over, but my young and foolish self didn't want to except that. So I came up with the "bright idea" to go to parties without harming my ears, and that was to wear ear plugs at the party (this party happened 5 days ago by the way).
2 hours into the party I could feel that the ear plugs are not working. I then asked my friends if we could leave because I started panicking and we left. What made matters worse is that I was high (we smoked marijuana that night) so it made me extremely paranoid and all my mind focused on was the tinnitus. I couldn't even sleep that night, the ringing was too much.
5 days later and the ringing is still loud. And it's not showing any signs of decreasing in volume.