Don't kill yourself mate! Are you withdrawing from Ativan? Ask your psychiatrist to switch to a longer lasting benzodiazepine like Valium...it will help you.. Ativan is so short lasting it sometimes makes you feel bad...
What's up? I read your posts and if your mother's and father's ringing went away..it may very well go away for you too.. you're only 2 months in you see...don't give up yet!