My tinnitus had been so bad in the past year, that I was taking enormous amounts of medications to get to sleep. With music treatment and sound treatment, by June/July I was making nice positive strides. In October/November I switched to taking cannabis edible (oral preparation, taken by mouth) instead of my other meds, and the cannabis was helping me cope. Except my dose was gradually going up, and then I was tempted to smoke it, and when I smoked it, that created an enormous spike. So I didn't do any for a couple of days, and I improved, so I thought, o.k. maybe try to smoke it again. Bad mistake: another huge spike. In panic mode, I guzzled some lyrica (600 mg) and although that put me to sleep, the next day it was a huge spike, and so now I took some morphine first thing in the morning and went back to bed, went into a drugged sleep for another 8 hours, and when I woke up the tinnitus was slightly improved, but still an obvious spike.
Now I am so scared that I permanently did something bad. That second toke was 3 days ago, and my tinnitus has slowly slowly gotten a little bit better, but it is still quite bad, and I am scared scared scared. I am not used to tinnitus being this loud, and I don't know what I am going to do.
Otherwise, there has been absolutely no exposure to noise of any sort, I am extremely careful. Please tell me I am going to recover. There is absolutely no way I am going near any form of cannabis at all, even though the edible seemed to be helping, now I am too scared to touch it with a 10 foot pole.
Now I am so scared that I permanently did something bad. That second toke was 3 days ago, and my tinnitus has slowly slowly gotten a little bit better, but it is still quite bad, and I am scared scared scared. I am not used to tinnitus being this loud, and I don't know what I am going to do.
Otherwise, there has been absolutely no exposure to noise of any sort, I am extremely careful. Please tell me I am going to recover. There is absolutely no way I am going near any form of cannabis at all, even though the edible seemed to be helping, now I am too scared to touch it with a 10 foot pole.