- Aug 7, 2021
- 1,478
- Tinnitus Since
- 2012 (mild) & 04/2021 (severe)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Ototoxicity (2012) Unknown-likely noise induce (2021)
I feel like I'm in a really good place right now with my loudness hyperacusis. When I look back to when my hyperacusis first reared its ugly almost 2 years ago, it's astonishing to see how far I've come. I was legit debilitated by loudness hyperacusis during the months of July 2021 to September 2021. I left my previous job and was reduced to hermit status. My hyperacusis was rapidly getting worse to a point where I was forced to wear hearing protection 24/7 for a month. Then something changed in October 2021. I experienced slight improvement in my hyperacusis out of the blue. This allowed me to start some sound therapy and from that point, I kept improving slowly in non-linear fashion. It never got worse. I know sound therapy gets a bad rap here, but I really do feel it helped with desensitization and regaining most of my sound tolerance back. The combination of time—waiting it out while taking precaution (avoiding hazardous noise)—and graded sound exposure/therapy seemed to do the trick.
A quick overview about my loudness hyperacusis. The 2 troublesome aspects behind my hyperacusis were:
1. A complete collapse in sound tolerance and sensitivity to sounds - I'm not exaggerating when I say I couldn't tolerate most sounds without it giving immediate ear discomfort (no lingering pain). These triggering sounds would startle me and I would grimace in pain every single time. Many sounds in my own house, including my own voice (force to whisper) felt grating to my ears. I was just unable to tolerate it.
Examples: Using Silverware, closing doors, showering, chewing crunching foods, talking, crumbling plastic wrappers or aluminum foil, stepping on a creaking hardwood floor, rubbing my ears against pillows or bedsheets, and pretty much all high frequency sounds that you can think of.
2. Bizarre sound amplification - This is basically sounds being perceived more louder and harsher (than normal) irrespective of any ear discomfort. It's like I had a heightened sense of hearing (think Daredevil). This might sound cool on paper, but in reality it was disturbing and awful. I could hear things that my ears would have never been able to pick up pre-hyperacusis. I could hear the electricity flowing through my light fixtures in a more profound and perverted manner. I would walk outside late at night and hear the streetlights buzzing more cruelly.
Even for the most minuscule of sounds like the humming of my refrigerator or a PC fan for instance, no matter how far away I was from the sound source inside my home, it still felt like the sounds were very up-close to my ears. The worse was standing next to an idle delivery truck with its engine running. It felt like being near a freeway airport. This level of sensory overload was too much to handle and enough to make me want to pass out.
Fast forward to now, I would say I'm somewhere around 80-90% recovered. None of these issues are prevalent anymore. My ears are more durable and can tolerate way more now. I don't flinch anymore to previous bothersome noise. The sound amplification issues seemed to have stabilized more or less too (I haven't tested this out entirely).
Hope my story will bring a peace of mind to someone out there currently dealing with this kind of hyperacusis. I thought I was a goner, but I managed to overcome it. I think most people do get better.
P.S. If anyone has any questions about the specifics, feel free to ask.
A quick overview about my loudness hyperacusis. The 2 troublesome aspects behind my hyperacusis were:
1. A complete collapse in sound tolerance and sensitivity to sounds - I'm not exaggerating when I say I couldn't tolerate most sounds without it giving immediate ear discomfort (no lingering pain). These triggering sounds would startle me and I would grimace in pain every single time. Many sounds in my own house, including my own voice (force to whisper) felt grating to my ears. I was just unable to tolerate it.
Examples: Using Silverware, closing doors, showering, chewing crunching foods, talking, crumbling plastic wrappers or aluminum foil, stepping on a creaking hardwood floor, rubbing my ears against pillows or bedsheets, and pretty much all high frequency sounds that you can think of.
2. Bizarre sound amplification - This is basically sounds being perceived more louder and harsher (than normal) irrespective of any ear discomfort. It's like I had a heightened sense of hearing (think Daredevil). This might sound cool on paper, but in reality it was disturbing and awful. I could hear things that my ears would have never been able to pick up pre-hyperacusis. I could hear the electricity flowing through my light fixtures in a more profound and perverted manner. I would walk outside late at night and hear the streetlights buzzing more cruelly.
Even for the most minuscule of sounds like the humming of my refrigerator or a PC fan for instance, no matter how far away I was from the sound source inside my home, it still felt like the sounds were very up-close to my ears. The worse was standing next to an idle delivery truck with its engine running. It felt like being near a freeway airport. This level of sensory overload was too much to handle and enough to make me want to pass out.
Fast forward to now, I would say I'm somewhere around 80-90% recovered. None of these issues are prevalent anymore. My ears are more durable and can tolerate way more now. I don't flinch anymore to previous bothersome noise. The sound amplification issues seemed to have stabilized more or less too (I haven't tested this out entirely).
Hope my story will bring a peace of mind to someone out there currently dealing with this kind of hyperacusis. I thought I was a goner, but I managed to overcome it. I think most people do get better.
P.S. If anyone has any questions about the specifics, feel free to ask.