- Jun 3, 2022
- 36
- Tinnitus Since
- 2005
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise/Eustachian Tube Dysfunction/TMJ/Meniere's??
Hi everyone!
I've had tinnitus for over 15 years & had pretty much habituated. Around seven months ago it suddenly worsened to what I can only term a fire alarm sound & decibel. It was hell & lasted about 2 weeks. I saw an ENT on emergency appointment & all they could offer me was an MRI. I declined.
The noise eventually turned into complex musical hallucinations with engine/wind/occasionally screaming- like noises over the top. I also have hyperacusis especially in the right ear & have been wearing ear defenders around loud noises. I cannot stand anything louder than low voices without it causing painful sensations in the ears & making my tinnitus level worse. The ENT insisted I needed a scan & we eventually agreed on a CT with contrast. I was reassured by others (not on this site) who had had CT scans that they were pretty much silent.
I had the scan last week - it was not silent. I'm not sure if it was because it was a mobile scanner but there was a high (or it sounded high to me) level of ventilation noise. I was wearing earplugs & was told the scan would be quick so I persevered. The machine itself made a loud whirring noise every time it started up - I lasted as long as I could but I had to signal to them to stop the scan & had a panic attack due to the noise & pain. I am due back to the ENT in about a month's time for results (thankfully they said they had enough detail to work with even though I stopped it early).
Since then my tinnitus & hyperacusis have been horrendous & it takes hours for me to fall asleep. I cry every time I wake up thinking about the day of hell I have coming up. If this is going to be my new normal, I'm not sure how I am going to be able to live with it long-term. I'm not religious but I am praying for it to return to what it was before. I feel let down by my ENT who pushed for the scan & the fact that I went for the quiet option but still got worse.
I've had tinnitus for over 15 years & had pretty much habituated. Around seven months ago it suddenly worsened to what I can only term a fire alarm sound & decibel. It was hell & lasted about 2 weeks. I saw an ENT on emergency appointment & all they could offer me was an MRI. I declined.
The noise eventually turned into complex musical hallucinations with engine/wind/occasionally screaming- like noises over the top. I also have hyperacusis especially in the right ear & have been wearing ear defenders around loud noises. I cannot stand anything louder than low voices without it causing painful sensations in the ears & making my tinnitus level worse. The ENT insisted I needed a scan & we eventually agreed on a CT with contrast. I was reassured by others (not on this site) who had had CT scans that they were pretty much silent.
I had the scan last week - it was not silent. I'm not sure if it was because it was a mobile scanner but there was a high (or it sounded high to me) level of ventilation noise. I was wearing earplugs & was told the scan would be quick so I persevered. The machine itself made a loud whirring noise every time it started up - I lasted as long as I could but I had to signal to them to stop the scan & had a panic attack due to the noise & pain. I am due back to the ENT in about a month's time for results (thankfully they said they had enough detail to work with even though I stopped it early).
Since then my tinnitus & hyperacusis have been horrendous & it takes hours for me to fall asleep. I cry every time I wake up thinking about the day of hell I have coming up. If this is going to be my new normal, I'm not sure how I am going to be able to live with it long-term. I'm not religious but I am praying for it to return to what it was before. I feel let down by my ENT who pushed for the scan & the fact that I went for the quiet option but still got worse.