- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,507
- Tinnitus Since
- 02/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Single 25 mg dose of (anticholinergic) drug Promethazine
If you wait beyond that limit, it's too late. Are there such limits where you live?
I haven't checked on that as of yet. I'm not feeling any urgency to either. If I go past the limit, so be it. I'll take it as it was something that wasn't meant to happen. I'm pretty detached about the whole thing at this point.
I'm having serious difficulty hearing people clearly on the phone, and interviewing people on the phone is integral part of my job.
I've not done any research on this, but would it be possible to get a specialized phone that translates voice into text, so that you can read what people are saying? We have a Charter answering machine that sends recorded messages to my email in text. I'm pretty impressed how accurate it is.
To be honest, the objective, logical person in me knows the chances of recovery are very remote, but the doctor said it was possible.
I also think some degree of recovery is possible, if not likely. But given the severity of your situation, it may not be 100%. But if it can improve to where your neurological system can handle it better, that would surely be a blessing. There are a number of things that I feel could support that improvement, like targeted nutrition, acupuncture, etc.
Every time I notice my hearing loss like when I'm having a frustrating experience on the phone it is maddening. I just want to destroy something. So I'm glad forgiveness worked for you, but it remains to be seen if that's in my future.
It's been a long process for me, and I'm not sure I'm 100% there on the forgiveness front. I don't dwell on it too much, and it actually might be more accurate to say I've learned to let it go, instead "forgiving" them. It will be telling when I get around to reviewing some of the correspondence that took place in the weeks immediately afterwards. -- I don't think forgiveness (or letting go) is something that can be rushed, so I would recommend you not put pressure on yourself to make that kind of leap.
It's been 16 months post-onset for me now, and though I feel much more stable than in the beginning, I'm still learning how to best navigate this all. I've learned a number of things, and have at least gotten to the point where I can feel a bit more patient with the process, instead of feeling so desparate, angry, and overwhelmed like I was in the beginning. -- I hope things can begin smoothing out for you to some degree soon. -- Take care!
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