It's amazing How I can feel like I can take on the world one moment, then turn into the biggest depressing mess in the area. I wish I could go back in time and snatch that mp3 player out of my hand and talk some since into my past self. Sometimes I hope it's just a bad dream that I'll wake up from, but then I realize that won't happen. I guess it's my fault and nobody else's so I just best get over it, here's hoping for the cure or a time machine, whichever gets here first.