- Nov 1, 2018
- 283
- Tinnitus Since
- 2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Possibly from problems with blood flow
Don't ever take your tinnitus for granted. If you can tolerate it or habituate to it, please stop for a moment and try to appreciate all the good things that you have in life, because you never know what the next day might bring.
My tinnitus was tolerable before. It was moderate, it started very gradually within couple of days in early October and then jumped up in volume within one day. The reason behind it is still unknown. It maybe vascular, from neck misalignment, ETD from allergies, hereditary (my father and my uncle have it too, but it's mild to moderate), strict diet, a lot of stress, ototoxicity from antibiotics or cumulative noise exposure from headphones and motorcycles or everything mixed together.
After spending loads of money on useless doctors who didn't care about my situation they convinced me to do a brain MRI to rule out high intracranial pressure, any brain tumors and acoustic neuroma, because my tinnitus was unilateral and I had problems with blood flow in my neck.
This MRI test was the biggest mistake in my life. People do a lot of stupid things and I've done my fair share, but I don't think I'll live long enough to do anything more stupid than this. I used both earplugs and earmuffs and the test itself was less than 15 minutes plus the machine itself was one of the quietest out there (under 99 db), but the volume of my tinnitus increased at least 2-3 times and at this point it's unbearable. The next day when I was coming back to my apartment I started hearing it outdoors. That was the moment I knew I messed up big time.
Now my tinnitus is quite severe. I rate at 70 on Tinnitus Handicap Inventory. It's super high pitch and intrusive and I can hear it outside in the center of city. It's not about the volume, but the nature of the sound is so merciless that it makes me think of suicide every day. If I don't log on this forum it's because I'm either cured or I have killed myself. I had depression and suicidal ideation before, but it was nothing compared to this.
I'm struggling immensely. I still have treatment options left including HBOT and some promising nerve restoring injections, but I'm struggling to get through the day and I have to wait at least 20 days to finish the treatment. And the treatment itself might show results within next 3 months. I don't know how long I can endure this suffering.
I'm starting HBOT, and new injections tomorrow with hope that it can cure me or at least lower the volume to the point that I don't hear it over my computer fan. I heard so many positive things about this treatment, but I don't know what's ahead of me.
I have damaged my knee a few years ago doing sports and now I have chronic pain and I'm forbidden to run for the rest of my life. The pain is about 5-6/10. It's definitely there and I can feel it's presence throughout the day. I feel absolutely zero distress about it. It's not even bothering me at this point. I guess you could say I have habituated to it. The prognosis is that I'll probably have to a surgery to replace it within next 10 years or go for a stem cell treatment. Yet I'm unfazed by it, because I know there are options out there to fix this problem.
I cannot say that I'm unfazed about my tinnitus. I've spent weeks searching on internet and I'm in horrible mental state, because I understand that within one month after the onset 4 different doctors misdiagnosed me and prescribed me bogus treatment that only cured my pulsatile tinnitus that was inaudible unless I'm in absolute silence.
Today by pure luck after spending obscene amount of money I have finally found a doctor who understands my situation, because she had tinnitus before too.
She's shocked that previous ENTs and neurologists never suggested steroids, special medications that are used to alleviate nerve and brain damage and HBOT. She said that if I was diagnosed correctly in the first place and prescribed adequate treatment I would be probably cured completely at this point. Now it's been about 8 weeks from my onset and only now she has put me on more or less correct treatment. I'm also considering intratympanic dexamethasone injections, but it's seems that it's too late for that. She says that I must do everything within my power in the next month, because I still have potential to treat and overcome this. I hope she's right.
As I'm writing this I'm crying hysterically. I don't know what to do and what to think. People say it gets better within 3-6-24 months. It seems like it only got worse since the MRI spike and I didn't have any additional noise exposure. I go out in earmuffs every time. I'm getting tested for B12 and Iron deficiency tomorrow + X ray and CT scan of my neck.
I've been journaling the level of my tinnitus and it seems to be spreading to my other ear. Steroids completely fixed the fluttering and feeling of pressure on my eardrum, but the hissing noise only increased since then.
At this point I'm not even sure my tinnitus has been caused my noise exposure, because I have so many other possible causes including ETD due to my chronic allergies and inflammations.
Psychiatrist is offering me anti anxiety medication or benzos. This is a joke, because they only calm me down. The volume stays the same, the suffering stays the same, I just feel like a zombie that wants this extremely loud tea kettle to stop whistling away in my left ear.
What kills me the most is the thought about my parents. They did everything they could to raise a decent person and give me a chance to have a good life. They have struggled through poverty and sacrificed so much to give their only child a hope for a bright future. And now I feel like everything that they have worked for has been demolished within 2 months for some unknown reason and stupid heartless doctors that didn't even try to diagnose me correctly. The first doctor diagnosed me with auditory nerve damage when I had conductive hearing loss 35 db at 8000 hz and perfect hearing though the bone. What a joke. She should have her medical license revoked. After a month of getting bogus treatments my hearing through the bone dipped down 10 db. I'm total shock and I don't know what to do.
I WANT TO LIVE. I want to have a good life, I want to lead a life that my parents always wanted me to. I want to start a family and have children. But at this point I'm not sure what's out there for me. I still have some hope left. I'll try to hold on to it.
My tinnitus was tolerable before. It was moderate, it started very gradually within couple of days in early October and then jumped up in volume within one day. The reason behind it is still unknown. It maybe vascular, from neck misalignment, ETD from allergies, hereditary (my father and my uncle have it too, but it's mild to moderate), strict diet, a lot of stress, ototoxicity from antibiotics or cumulative noise exposure from headphones and motorcycles or everything mixed together.
After spending loads of money on useless doctors who didn't care about my situation they convinced me to do a brain MRI to rule out high intracranial pressure, any brain tumors and acoustic neuroma, because my tinnitus was unilateral and I had problems with blood flow in my neck.
This MRI test was the biggest mistake in my life. People do a lot of stupid things and I've done my fair share, but I don't think I'll live long enough to do anything more stupid than this. I used both earplugs and earmuffs and the test itself was less than 15 minutes plus the machine itself was one of the quietest out there (under 99 db), but the volume of my tinnitus increased at least 2-3 times and at this point it's unbearable. The next day when I was coming back to my apartment I started hearing it outdoors. That was the moment I knew I messed up big time.
Now my tinnitus is quite severe. I rate at 70 on Tinnitus Handicap Inventory. It's super high pitch and intrusive and I can hear it outside in the center of city. It's not about the volume, but the nature of the sound is so merciless that it makes me think of suicide every day. If I don't log on this forum it's because I'm either cured or I have killed myself. I had depression and suicidal ideation before, but it was nothing compared to this.
I'm struggling immensely. I still have treatment options left including HBOT and some promising nerve restoring injections, but I'm struggling to get through the day and I have to wait at least 20 days to finish the treatment. And the treatment itself might show results within next 3 months. I don't know how long I can endure this suffering.
I'm starting HBOT, and new injections tomorrow with hope that it can cure me or at least lower the volume to the point that I don't hear it over my computer fan. I heard so many positive things about this treatment, but I don't know what's ahead of me.
I have damaged my knee a few years ago doing sports and now I have chronic pain and I'm forbidden to run for the rest of my life. The pain is about 5-6/10. It's definitely there and I can feel it's presence throughout the day. I feel absolutely zero distress about it. It's not even bothering me at this point. I guess you could say I have habituated to it. The prognosis is that I'll probably have to a surgery to replace it within next 10 years or go for a stem cell treatment. Yet I'm unfazed by it, because I know there are options out there to fix this problem.
I cannot say that I'm unfazed about my tinnitus. I've spent weeks searching on internet and I'm in horrible mental state, because I understand that within one month after the onset 4 different doctors misdiagnosed me and prescribed me bogus treatment that only cured my pulsatile tinnitus that was inaudible unless I'm in absolute silence.
Today by pure luck after spending obscene amount of money I have finally found a doctor who understands my situation, because she had tinnitus before too.
She's shocked that previous ENTs and neurologists never suggested steroids, special medications that are used to alleviate nerve and brain damage and HBOT. She said that if I was diagnosed correctly in the first place and prescribed adequate treatment I would be probably cured completely at this point. Now it's been about 8 weeks from my onset and only now she has put me on more or less correct treatment. I'm also considering intratympanic dexamethasone injections, but it's seems that it's too late for that. She says that I must do everything within my power in the next month, because I still have potential to treat and overcome this. I hope she's right.
As I'm writing this I'm crying hysterically. I don't know what to do and what to think. People say it gets better within 3-6-24 months. It seems like it only got worse since the MRI spike and I didn't have any additional noise exposure. I go out in earmuffs every time. I'm getting tested for B12 and Iron deficiency tomorrow + X ray and CT scan of my neck.
I've been journaling the level of my tinnitus and it seems to be spreading to my other ear. Steroids completely fixed the fluttering and feeling of pressure on my eardrum, but the hissing noise only increased since then.
At this point I'm not even sure my tinnitus has been caused my noise exposure, because I have so many other possible causes including ETD due to my chronic allergies and inflammations.
Psychiatrist is offering me anti anxiety medication or benzos. This is a joke, because they only calm me down. The volume stays the same, the suffering stays the same, I just feel like a zombie that wants this extremely loud tea kettle to stop whistling away in my left ear.
What kills me the most is the thought about my parents. They did everything they could to raise a decent person and give me a chance to have a good life. They have struggled through poverty and sacrificed so much to give their only child a hope for a bright future. And now I feel like everything that they have worked for has been demolished within 2 months for some unknown reason and stupid heartless doctors that didn't even try to diagnose me correctly. The first doctor diagnosed me with auditory nerve damage when I had conductive hearing loss 35 db at 8000 hz and perfect hearing though the bone. What a joke. She should have her medical license revoked. After a month of getting bogus treatments my hearing through the bone dipped down 10 db. I'm total shock and I don't know what to do.
I WANT TO LIVE. I want to have a good life, I want to lead a life that my parents always wanted me to. I want to start a family and have children. But at this point I'm not sure what's out there for me. I still have some hope left. I'll try to hold on to it.