- Jun 26, 2014
- 2,264
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2013
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Drugs barotrauma
Maybe this can be turned into a poll? I guess I could have done that, oops.
For me personally if my T went down in intensity I think I would find it a lot easier to habituate, am I alone here? Some people here state that this would not make a difference at all? I'm not sure what to think, maybe it's just me?
Q: If your T lost its intensity by 80 percent would you habituate faster?
A: Yes. I would even go so far as to say that with 80% reduction, there would be no need to actually "habituate" because tinnitus in such a situation would not be a problem in the first place!
Right. Five years! But it happened for him.One guy on the yuku board just wrote it took him 5 years.
Yes. Good to paste it here. Those stories help us.Right. Five years! But it happened for him.
I actually met the fellow once - maybe four years ago. And he is totally legit. Indeed, when I met him, he was absolutely devastated. I am going to take the liberty of copying his Yuku post below ...
Hi,
Starting in about Feb. 2010 i posted here a lot, mostly for help. I got bad-a s s tinnitus in January of 2010. You know, the you-can-hear-it-just-about-everywhere variety. In retrospect, it is more accurate to say that I got bad-a s s reaction to tinnitus in January 2010, but I'm not here to stir on debate. My tinntius sounded terrible to me--loud, variable, skreechy, screamy, sand papery, ringy. It moved around my head, and sometimes I got the dental-drill-in-the-middle-of-my-forehead sound. And even worse, I could feel it in my head. I wouldn't call it pain at all, but I would call it very uncomfortable. Of course much of this was caused by my body and mind's natural adverse reaction to tinnitus, conscious, subconscious and otherwise.
I'd wake up in the middle of the night with a feeling of having a beehive stuck on my head. I'd think, "I'm disabled." I'd run to the bathroom and turn on the faucet full blast. At one point I had a noise machine in every room. I couldn't sit still in an office meeting. Well, I could, but it was terribly hard, because in the silence of the meeting room, even with some people talking, the tinnitus sounds would "gang up" on me. At work, I'd have to go outside, take walks.
Due to my reaction to tinnitus, I was a full blown insomniac for about a year and a half to two years. And yes, I'm talking about the generally understood medical definition of secondary insomnia. This of course, made my suffering even worse. In fact, I'd say the insomnia was just about the worst part. Life was very rough. Recovery was slow, but recover I did. And today, it's not a factor anymore. Really, it's not. I can still hear it. In fact I hear it every night before I sleep, and every morning I wake up. I hear it here and there sometimes during the day. It's always there. But, I don't care anymore. It's just a small feature of my existence. But for a while, it was probably the most important thing in my life, or at least I made it one of the most important things in my life.
So here's what I used at different times to get through the difficult times--valium, temazapam, xanax, Neuromonics (six month program and then occasional use of the machine for about 6-8 months more), CBT, and two Brookstone sound machines. I still use one of those machines in my bedroom at night. But sometimes I'll go a few months without it, and then use it again. I can't say I can take it or leave it. I'd rather have the machine on than not, at least when I'm thinking about it. But, mostly I don't think about it.
You know what's weird? When I'd sleep on my left ear at night, I'd usually wake up with my ear against the pillow and the tinnitus wailing and ping-ponging in my head. So, for a while, I never slept on my left ear. But, over the four years that effect diminished, diminished even more, and then stopped. Now I can sleep on my left ear and wake up hours later with no weird bothersome reaction to whatever the tinnitus is doing in my head. But, I still have the exact same tinnitus. I just don't care so much about it anymore. I can't even remember the last time I had a so-called "spike" or wind-up or whatever. I can't remember the last time it interfered with anything I do during the day, or night.
I go to concerts, I go to movies. I bring stock Etymotic musicians' earplus just in case anything gets uncomfortably loud. OK, at an indoor rock concert I'll have them in the whole time, but I was doing that before I got "terrible" tinnitus. (I think the onset of my tinnitus was due in part to medication, but that's another story I care not to re-live. It doesn't matter anymore. Truth be told, I think the onset of tinnitus in my case was due to a perfect storm of genetics, anxiety, inner ear damage due to meds, and maybe just bad luck.)
To sum up, maybe you're suffering with tinnitus today, and you think there's no end in sight, and that you will suffer with tinnitus for the rest of your life. Well, take solace in the fact that you're most likely absolutely wrong about this. I certainly was.
I don't know who hangs out here these days, but the folks I listened to (or at least tried to listen to) were Dr. Nagler (who actually took the time to visit me while he was in San Francisco, and convinced me to start on a course of treament with Dr. Malvina Levy (I think that's her first name) at the Hearing and Speech Center on Divisadero in San Francisco); Rob x 2, Jim Chinnis, Rob in Denver, Tasinda, and I'm sure there's more, but those were the main ones. If you remember helping me and I've left you out, it's probably because you owe me money. I kid.
Consider all the positive and hopeful thoughts you can read on this board (and elsewhere) about what severe intrusive tinnitus is, what it is not, and how to recover from it. There was a time when these thoughts represented a state of being I wanted to have for myself, and because I did not, I wasn't always entirely certain these thoughts were true, or, more accurately, could be true for me. Well, they're all true for me now. Good luck, and trust in the fact that you will eventually get back to being the same flawed mess of a person you were before you ever got "bad" tinnitus. Har, har. View attachment 6364
So, I'm out. Good luck.
This.But I am looking forward to a time becoming unaware of my T most parts of the day, not caring about it anymore, doing everything I want and be lucky again. Don't know if this is reachable, but I hope so.
Well, I can only answer in terms of the experiences of myself and others. So let me give you four examples ...What I am asking myself is: If I do the same things (more or less) as before T onset, am I habituated? Because I do those more or less - still with some anxiety and depression.
TRT is based on the premise that regardless of how loud it is, you can habituate equally well. so by agreeing with him, you do realise that you are negating that dont you?I totally agree with the above post.
If we are talking specifically about TRT, then loudness is indeed irrelevant to the habituation process. But it is my understanding we are not talking here specifically about TRT; rather, we are talking about habituation in general.TRT is based on the premise that regardless of how loud it is, you can habituate equally well. so by agreeing with him, you do realise that you are negating that dont you?
I dont see how it could be different depending on whether youre doing TRT or not! Either the loudness matters or it does not. You just said it does, yet TRT people say it doenstIf you are doing TRT loudness is indeed irrelevant to the habituation process. But to the best of my understanding we are not talking here about TRT.
I have explained this phenomenon on a number of occasions. I will be happy to explain it yet again - but not if you are going to beat me up about it.I dont see how it could be different depending on whether youre doing TRT or not! Either the loudness matters or it does not. You just said it does, yet TRT people say it doenst
You may be right, Matt. I don't know. I don't think it's ever been looked at.From the little bit of TRT I learned on these boards, volume doesn't matter in the sense that habituation will be reached at the same success rate regardless of volume. But where volume comes into play is how fast someone may habituate.
You may be right, Matt. I don't know. I don't think it's ever been looked at.
But in the final analysis that sort of thing really doesn't matter - because our tinnitus is what it is. If we had a way to predictably and lastingly turn down the volume, then likely we'd be having a different conversation entirely. But we don't! At least in 2015 we don't.
Matt, maybe you are overthinking this ... or maybe I am underthinking it. Whatever. But here's how I see it ...if you took 100 people with high volume tinnitus, then TRT will generally have a 80% success rate (or 80/100). But if you took 100 people with low volume tinnitus, then TRT will have a 80/100 success rate. In others words, the success rate would be unchanged. So in that sense I thought volume didn't play a role in TRT. I thought where it did play a role was how long it would take to reach habituation (which I find it a little mind-boggling that this hasn't been looked at... or perhaps the answer is so obvious that it doesn't need to be looked at).