I had digestive issues and GERD for 5 years - really badly for a year.
Then Neomycin gave me tinnitus and hyperacusis that have just gotten progressively worse over the past 6 months from both noise and taking practically any medication. I went from just not being able to stand loud restaurants and crowds and busy city streets, to now sitting in my basement in silence with discomfort, burning ears, and insane TTTS that spasms to every sound.
Can I still get better somehow? Has anyone? I'm addicted to and being destroyed by benzos, I have Lyme disease, my nerves and brain are probably just fucked from the MDMA I did twice right before my digestive issues started, I just keep deteriorating, the hospital won't take me, doctors don't do anything even though I keep giving myself more acoustic trauma every time I drive to one. They just send me in circles and refer me to someone else.
I've tried practically every supplement under the sun. For some reason even multivitamins send my CNS and ears into overdrive and haywire.
When you've literally brought the knife down into the bed with you but you're too cowardly to do it, you desperately need some sort of hope. It's not like they would even deafen me to let me keep living as a deaf person. This seems so awful that 3 days of Neomycin has resulted in the end of my life. But I see no hope left.
I think I will likely kill myself before the end of the day.
Then Neomycin gave me tinnitus and hyperacusis that have just gotten progressively worse over the past 6 months from both noise and taking practically any medication. I went from just not being able to stand loud restaurants and crowds and busy city streets, to now sitting in my basement in silence with discomfort, burning ears, and insane TTTS that spasms to every sound.
Can I still get better somehow? Has anyone? I'm addicted to and being destroyed by benzos, I have Lyme disease, my nerves and brain are probably just fucked from the MDMA I did twice right before my digestive issues started, I just keep deteriorating, the hospital won't take me, doctors don't do anything even though I keep giving myself more acoustic trauma every time I drive to one. They just send me in circles and refer me to someone else.
I've tried practically every supplement under the sun. For some reason even multivitamins send my CNS and ears into overdrive and haywire.
When you've literally brought the knife down into the bed with you but you're too cowardly to do it, you desperately need some sort of hope. It's not like they would even deafen me to let me keep living as a deaf person. This seems so awful that 3 days of Neomycin has resulted in the end of my life. But I see no hope left.
I think I will likely kill myself before the end of the day.
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