Hi everyone. I've frequently lurked Tinnitus Talk since I've developed tinnitus about four months ago hoping to find a good success story from someone with the same symptoms that I do. Unfortunately, it seems that my type of tinnitus is rare and information about it is very restricted for both sufferers and specialists. Here's the story of my journey so far...
It began one late evening while I was sitting in front of my PC watching YouTube videos like I always do and I started to hear something like a idling car engine or low vibration sound. At first, I thought it was the neighbours using some kind of machine next door(I live in an apartment building). So, I started to walk around my room trying to find the source of the sound from only to find out that it came from inside my head. The reason why I thought that at the time is because it would react every time I talked, moved my head, heard a sound. (It would stop completely and then pick back up again.)
Three sleepless days later, I had enough and decided to see my GP. The doctor checked both ears and noted that my left ear canal was quite red and deduced it was probably an infection. I got a prescription of antibiotics for 10 days (Ciprofloxacin) and got sent on my way home. Three days later, I noted no changes whatsoever so I called my doctor again stating the antibiotics didn't work. I stopped the current treatment and got a new prescription (Clarithromycin) again for 10 days. These didn't work either at stopping the sound but I least I took the full treatment. Went back 10 days later and the doctor referred me to an ENT and told me that tinnitus is the bane of both ENTs and audiologists and I would probably have to learn to live with it.
1 month later, I went to my ENT appointment and explained all the symptoms I had so far. With everything I said, the ENT told me it was probably Eustachian tube dysfunction since I had; an history of seasonal pollen allergies, left ear pressure and the drone/hum goes away after a hot shower (for a temporary relief). Got corticosteroid nasal spray prescribed along with both appointments for an hearing test and a laryngoscopy.
I passed the hearing test with flying colors (all within normal range with about 5% difference between left and right) so all I'm left with is the laryngoscopy which I will go to in about a month.
The takeaway?
First month was absolutely dreadful: extreme anxiety and stress and the drone was almost always constant and loud. Lots of tears and dark thoughts.
The second month got a bit better as I got back from vacation and went back to work (yeah, tinnitus onset was at the start of my 3 weeks summer vacation). The drone/hum was less constant now only showing up when waking up in the morning (which would fade away after my morning shower). Anxiety was still very high and started to have mild depression symptoms. Also, I started to feel lightheaded for a few hours every day. Could be a symptom of the damned anxiety.
Third month, the drone would show up only once a week during the morning. Anxiety and depression still pretty high but I decided to take action in order to deal with it (exercise, taking a walk, etc...). I started to fell a little bit better.
Now, on the 4th month. No real change except the last 2 and a half weeks where the drone didn't show up at all... until yesterday morning. I'm getting really frustrated by the random nature of it. I'm really trying to stay positive but I'm starting to lose hope.
Now, I would like to have your thoughts on this. Like, if you have any advice that helps you cope because I'm still pretty anxious and can't seem to take my mind off it.
Thanks.
It began one late evening while I was sitting in front of my PC watching YouTube videos like I always do and I started to hear something like a idling car engine or low vibration sound. At first, I thought it was the neighbours using some kind of machine next door(I live in an apartment building). So, I started to walk around my room trying to find the source of the sound from only to find out that it came from inside my head. The reason why I thought that at the time is because it would react every time I talked, moved my head, heard a sound. (It would stop completely and then pick back up again.)
Three sleepless days later, I had enough and decided to see my GP. The doctor checked both ears and noted that my left ear canal was quite red and deduced it was probably an infection. I got a prescription of antibiotics for 10 days (Ciprofloxacin) and got sent on my way home. Three days later, I noted no changes whatsoever so I called my doctor again stating the antibiotics didn't work. I stopped the current treatment and got a new prescription (Clarithromycin) again for 10 days. These didn't work either at stopping the sound but I least I took the full treatment. Went back 10 days later and the doctor referred me to an ENT and told me that tinnitus is the bane of both ENTs and audiologists and I would probably have to learn to live with it.
1 month later, I went to my ENT appointment and explained all the symptoms I had so far. With everything I said, the ENT told me it was probably Eustachian tube dysfunction since I had; an history of seasonal pollen allergies, left ear pressure and the drone/hum goes away after a hot shower (for a temporary relief). Got corticosteroid nasal spray prescribed along with both appointments for an hearing test and a laryngoscopy.
I passed the hearing test with flying colors (all within normal range with about 5% difference between left and right) so all I'm left with is the laryngoscopy which I will go to in about a month.
The takeaway?
First month was absolutely dreadful: extreme anxiety and stress and the drone was almost always constant and loud. Lots of tears and dark thoughts.
The second month got a bit better as I got back from vacation and went back to work (yeah, tinnitus onset was at the start of my 3 weeks summer vacation). The drone/hum was less constant now only showing up when waking up in the morning (which would fade away after my morning shower). Anxiety was still very high and started to have mild depression symptoms. Also, I started to feel lightheaded for a few hours every day. Could be a symptom of the damned anxiety.
Third month, the drone would show up only once a week during the morning. Anxiety and depression still pretty high but I decided to take action in order to deal with it (exercise, taking a walk, etc...). I started to fell a little bit better.
Now, on the 4th month. No real change except the last 2 and a half weeks where the drone didn't show up at all... until yesterday morning. I'm getting really frustrated by the random nature of it. I'm really trying to stay positive but I'm starting to lose hope.
Now, I would like to have your thoughts on this. Like, if you have any advice that helps you cope because I'm still pretty anxious and can't seem to take my mind off it.
Thanks.
