- Dec 31, 2018
- 11
- Tinnitus Since
- 08/2010
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Blew my nose and ears popped and started ringing
I've had tinnitus since I was 8, and I am now 16. It all started one night when I blew my nose and my ears popped, and then started ringing. I've now been able to make my ears pound on command...? It's like the sensation when you're putting in eye drops and your ears...pound. ._. I LOVE music and listening to it loudly with headphones/earbuds so I can hear all elements of the songs and appreciate them in their entirety.
It was bearable but annoying at first: I could only hear it when there was no external noise around me. Now, since August 2016, the ringing in my left ear has gotten louder, and both ears started leaking fluid. I saw a chiropractor about a year and a half later, and still nothing... I'm going to a consultation for acupuncture tomorrow, and hopefully something good will come from that. My mom also just recently bought me these pills to help reduce the ringing, too, but I honestly doubt that anything will possibly work anymore... I've lost hope. I recently got a cold and that usually messes up my ears, and this time, the ringing in my left ear has gotten even LOUDER. It's become so bad that I have actually become suicidal. I stayed home from school today because the ringing made me so miserable yesterday that I just wanted to sleep instead. I'M GONNA HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, AND IT'S ONLY GONNA GET WORSE. I JUST...REALLY WANT THIS TO END AND BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE SILENCE AGAIN. I'm just really hoping that when I get over this cold, the ringing will reduce in my left ear and become somewhat bearable-ish again... I really hate this, and don't have much to look forward to in life anymore because my life is already terrible enough (as you can tell, I'm a pessimist...). The only thing keeping me alive is my family, couple of friends, and my favorite music group, BTS. BTS has given me a reason to live.
It was bearable but annoying at first: I could only hear it when there was no external noise around me. Now, since August 2016, the ringing in my left ear has gotten louder, and both ears started leaking fluid. I saw a chiropractor about a year and a half later, and still nothing... I'm going to a consultation for acupuncture tomorrow, and hopefully something good will come from that. My mom also just recently bought me these pills to help reduce the ringing, too, but I honestly doubt that anything will possibly work anymore... I've lost hope. I recently got a cold and that usually messes up my ears, and this time, the ringing in my left ear has gotten even LOUDER. It's become so bad that I have actually become suicidal. I stayed home from school today because the ringing made me so miserable yesterday that I just wanted to sleep instead. I'M GONNA HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, AND IT'S ONLY GONNA GET WORSE. I JUST...REALLY WANT THIS TO END AND BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE SILENCE AGAIN. I'm just really hoping that when I get over this cold, the ringing will reduce in my left ear and become somewhat bearable-ish again... I really hate this, and don't have much to look forward to in life anymore because my life is already terrible enough (as you can tell, I'm a pessimist...). The only thing keeping me alive is my family, couple of friends, and my favorite music group, BTS. BTS has given me a reason to live.