in my previous post i reported that i had a very delightful month
of no T (i had to cover my ears to listen for it)
right now my T is kinda bothering, its been almost a week, since the high pitched t has make a wonderful (sarcasm) return, but its not super loud.
but i dont know overrall i feel very tense and unhealthy :/
My head hurts, i feel like i might have a my BP a little bit up.
my ear feels a little full or idk how to descibe that feeling.
i dont know if ive been losing hearing or im just paranoid, or maybe i have muffled hearing (i know i need to get a second audiogram, but i havent been able to go to the ENT becuase im struggling with money since i had to fix my iphone and pay some bills , being an adult sucks) i cant tell there is something weird on my hearing and i didnt have that kind of problem before.
since my ETN suspects i might have hydrops... well it could be a possibility.
i just hope i dont go deaf sooner, since music is my passion.
and omg... i just realized those floters got wild.
today i was at the apple store waiting to recieve my phone back and oh boy those white walls were annoying to my vision, the floters were so bad, of course i ignore them, but it was way to much, my vision seems fucked up.
and it didnt helped that a very stupid hidous guy was playing with the speakers volume at the store he was playing the music to fucking loud while i was waiting for my phone, i had to literally runaway from the store a few time covering my ears, it was unbearable.
i feel very tired, i think i need good night sleep.
sorry for the vent, im mostly postive and i try to remain postive... but there are days where you just need someone to talk to and my dad is very busy talking to someone else on the phone.
if only my dog could talk.... anyway.
hoping for a better day tomorrow.
wishing you the best 2 u too guys.
btw i forgot what i wanted to say...
does the muffled blocked ear sensations goes away at some point?
and does floaters settle down a bit too? i had them since onset.. but they werent that bothering.
of no T (i had to cover my ears to listen for it)
right now my T is kinda bothering, its been almost a week, since the high pitched t has make a wonderful (sarcasm) return, but its not super loud.
but i dont know overrall i feel very tense and unhealthy :/
My head hurts, i feel like i might have a my BP a little bit up.
my ear feels a little full or idk how to descibe that feeling.
i dont know if ive been losing hearing or im just paranoid, or maybe i have muffled hearing (i know i need to get a second audiogram, but i havent been able to go to the ENT becuase im struggling with money since i had to fix my iphone and pay some bills , being an adult sucks) i cant tell there is something weird on my hearing and i didnt have that kind of problem before.
since my ETN suspects i might have hydrops... well it could be a possibility.
i just hope i dont go deaf sooner, since music is my passion.
and omg... i just realized those floters got wild.
today i was at the apple store waiting to recieve my phone back and oh boy those white walls were annoying to my vision, the floters were so bad, of course i ignore them, but it was way to much, my vision seems fucked up.
and it didnt helped that a very stupid hidous guy was playing with the speakers volume at the store he was playing the music to fucking loud while i was waiting for my phone, i had to literally runaway from the store a few time covering my ears, it was unbearable.
i feel very tired, i think i need good night sleep.
sorry for the vent, im mostly postive and i try to remain postive... but there are days where you just need someone to talk to and my dad is very busy talking to someone else on the phone.
if only my dog could talk.... anyway.
hoping for a better day tomorrow.
wishing you the best 2 u too guys.
btw i forgot what i wanted to say...
does the muffled blocked ear sensations goes away at some point?
and does floaters settle down a bit too? i had them since onset.. but they werent that bothering.