Hello Karen and all people in this forum. Thanks for your reply, I really appreciate it. It's good to know that your tinnitus is now milder as time has passed. It's sad that it started so suddenly after taking a blood pressure drug. It's been five years, so it's great that you have found the way to live with it and get used to it. I think time heals. First it's so new and strange thing, you just want silence again. But you just have to accept that it's part of you. And when time passes, you can see things in a different way. And realise there are still good things in life.
When I found this forum I was reliefed, because in my country there's no forum where you can find support and information about tinnitus. People don't talk about it much here. Sometimes it feels like people who don't have it, don't really undestand what it feels like. I have visited many ear-nose-throat doctors. I had MRI/MRA. Nothing found. I don't know if eardrops were toxic, name was cetraxal comp. Because I had so many infections in my left ear when I was a child, I had also myringoplasty (operation to repair eardrum) ten years ago. I don't know how eardrops acts that kind of eardrum. But I don't think there was any holes in my eardrum, because surgery was made so long time ago. What ever the reason might be, it seems that I just have to live with this. This forum is a great help. All the information about what works and helps with tinnitus is so important. I'm looking for a good masker, a fan is a guite cold when it's blowing. With fan sound I can sleep with, but does anybody know another maskers that keeps same kind of sound? How long others tinnitus habituation lasted? I think the best way is to focus to do things that you like, and not to listen it all the time.