- Apr 30, 2014
- 533
- Tinnitus Since
- 04/2014 (many increases since then)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Progressive hearing loss / noise / ETD
This might sound incredibly childish and stupid to a lot of people on here.
One of my friends invited me to go to Disneyland (we live about an hour away) with her and I had to decline. I went to Disneyland about a week or two before I got T and I'm way too afraid that if I go, even with earplugs, that I'll damage my hearing further with all the loud music that plays and the thousands of people talking and making noise as they go by and the loudness of the rides. I'm bummed because I've only ever been there twice in my life and I may never ever get to go again. In fact, I may never get to go to another amusement park again. Or ride on rides again. That's sad.
Like I said, childish but still sad. It's been a year since T and I'm still overly cautious and scared of things normal people wouldn't even stop to consider.
(Preparing myself for the "you have better things to think about" and the "disneyland is an expensive waste of time" responses now ...)
One of my friends invited me to go to Disneyland (we live about an hour away) with her and I had to decline. I went to Disneyland about a week or two before I got T and I'm way too afraid that if I go, even with earplugs, that I'll damage my hearing further with all the loud music that plays and the thousands of people talking and making noise as they go by and the loudness of the rides. I'm bummed because I've only ever been there twice in my life and I may never ever get to go again. In fact, I may never get to go to another amusement park again. Or ride on rides again. That's sad.
Like I said, childish but still sad. It's been a year since T and I'm still overly cautious and scared of things normal people wouldn't even stop to consider.
(Preparing myself for the "you have better things to think about" and the "disneyland is an expensive waste of time" responses now ...)