- Apr 16, 2024
- 4
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/2024
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Tensor Tympani Syndrome / Hyperacusis
Hey guys, I'm in a world of hell at the moment. Here's my story for those who care to read.
At the start of January I got sick with some sort of viral infection, nothing too serious. A couple of days later, I was sitting in the truck at work (I'm a piano removalist), and I felt my left ear fill up, like liquid pouring into my ear. I immediately had a "wtf" moment and thought I must've had a build-up of wax or something in my ear. The next day, I went to the doctor, and he told me I had an ear infection and prescribed some antibiotics; no problem, right?
After about two weeks, I started noticing my voice vibrating to the left side and that full-ear feeling coming back. Finally, I got referred to the ENT, who rushed through most of my consultation, didn't really instill any reassurance, told me a bunch of hypotheticals that she shouldn't have done (Meniere's, perilymph fistula, canal dehiscence), etc. I had a CT scan and an MRI, and both came back completely clear. I also had two audiology tests that showed a very mild high-frequency hearing loss. No tinnitus at this point.
One day, I went for a run, and when I got back home, I had a bout of vertigo and very loud tinnitus in that left ear; this happened twice. No one could tell me why. I have since stopped running and exercising.
Finally, I got referred to a great ENT in the city who diagnosed me with Patulous Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. I was relieved but still had a shred of doubt since he diagnosed me on the basis of my describing all my symptoms and a general physical exam of my ears, etc.
One day, I woke up and did this exercise I found on YouTube to relieve PET dysfunction, apparently, and this is where it all goes south...
I was blowing out my nose, blocking my ear on both sides, basically blowing pressure all over the place in my head. Within 30 seconds, I stood up and almost fell over from vertigo, and then the loudest tinnitus I've ever heard in my life started. I initially just thought, "Okay, this has happened before." It'll be back to normal in a couple of hours. Wrong.
It was Easter Sunday, and I had family over, so I had to sit through a family function with tinnitus and what I now know is called hyperacusis. Everyone's voices sounded distorted, and S's and F's were piercing my ear.
I was absolutely convinced I'd blown my cochlear out. I promptly went to the audiologist the next day and got my hearing checked again. Pretty much the same result as previous tests. Got on the steroids prescribed by the doctor.
I came across Dr. Myriam Westcott, who specializes in audiology and hyperacusis and tinnitus; because I was desperate for an answer, I became suicidal over this. She diagnosed me with Tensor Tympani Syndrome and Hyperacusis. I'm going through the desensitization process, and I can do pretty much normal things, but the tinnitus is still very prominent, and it's driving me insane. I broke down in the car before, I am so frustrated and want my old life back. I haven't worked in 2-3 weeks; I feel like a shell of a human. As a musician, too, I can't even write anything at the moment because the way it sounds to me at the moment is distorted and makes me more depressed.
Valium seems to help the tinnitus and calm me down, but I don't want to become dependent on it. I'm just reaching out to this new platform, looking for similar stories and connecting with like-minded people who go through the same things I'm dealing with.
Much love to all x
At the start of January I got sick with some sort of viral infection, nothing too serious. A couple of days later, I was sitting in the truck at work (I'm a piano removalist), and I felt my left ear fill up, like liquid pouring into my ear. I immediately had a "wtf" moment and thought I must've had a build-up of wax or something in my ear. The next day, I went to the doctor, and he told me I had an ear infection and prescribed some antibiotics; no problem, right?
After about two weeks, I started noticing my voice vibrating to the left side and that full-ear feeling coming back. Finally, I got referred to the ENT, who rushed through most of my consultation, didn't really instill any reassurance, told me a bunch of hypotheticals that she shouldn't have done (Meniere's, perilymph fistula, canal dehiscence), etc. I had a CT scan and an MRI, and both came back completely clear. I also had two audiology tests that showed a very mild high-frequency hearing loss. No tinnitus at this point.
One day, I went for a run, and when I got back home, I had a bout of vertigo and very loud tinnitus in that left ear; this happened twice. No one could tell me why. I have since stopped running and exercising.
Finally, I got referred to a great ENT in the city who diagnosed me with Patulous Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. I was relieved but still had a shred of doubt since he diagnosed me on the basis of my describing all my symptoms and a general physical exam of my ears, etc.
One day, I woke up and did this exercise I found on YouTube to relieve PET dysfunction, apparently, and this is where it all goes south...
I was blowing out my nose, blocking my ear on both sides, basically blowing pressure all over the place in my head. Within 30 seconds, I stood up and almost fell over from vertigo, and then the loudest tinnitus I've ever heard in my life started. I initially just thought, "Okay, this has happened before." It'll be back to normal in a couple of hours. Wrong.
It was Easter Sunday, and I had family over, so I had to sit through a family function with tinnitus and what I now know is called hyperacusis. Everyone's voices sounded distorted, and S's and F's were piercing my ear.
I was absolutely convinced I'd blown my cochlear out. I promptly went to the audiologist the next day and got my hearing checked again. Pretty much the same result as previous tests. Got on the steroids prescribed by the doctor.
I came across Dr. Myriam Westcott, who specializes in audiology and hyperacusis and tinnitus; because I was desperate for an answer, I became suicidal over this. She diagnosed me with Tensor Tympani Syndrome and Hyperacusis. I'm going through the desensitization process, and I can do pretty much normal things, but the tinnitus is still very prominent, and it's driving me insane. I broke down in the car before, I am so frustrated and want my old life back. I haven't worked in 2-3 weeks; I feel like a shell of a human. As a musician, too, I can't even write anything at the moment because the way it sounds to me at the moment is distorted and makes me more depressed.
Valium seems to help the tinnitus and calm me down, but I don't want to become dependent on it. I'm just reaching out to this new platform, looking for similar stories and connecting with like-minded people who go through the same things I'm dealing with.
Much love to all x