Hi, my name is Jackson. I've been listening to loud music for a few years now, and I was using earbuds for around a year since mid 2020. I got into uni in September of 2021, and things were going fine until October... when my tinnitus showed up. I'd had bursts of tinnitus before, but they all receded within a few minutes. I tried to go to a hospital, GP, and ENT, but they all concluded that it was probably permanent hearing loss, even though they only looked at me for 10 minutes.
That said, it wasn't too unrealistic. Given how much loud music I listened to on a regular basis, hearing loss was sadly a real possibility. I kept trying to keep calm and keep it out of my head, even throughout the stressful semester 1 deadline period of January.
Now it's February, and my tinnitus and hearing have gotten worse. Running water makes my ears ring, I can feel pressure building in my head, I feel like my hearing gets worse every day, and it feels like the upper range of my hearing in both ears is shot.
I've tried hearing test apps, but they deem my hearing to be mostly normal. My parents are trying to find a good audiologist, but I don't know how long it will take.
I'm really scared that I'll never be able to listen to even low volume, casual music again. That the pressure in my ears and head will keep getting worse. That my ears will keep having flare ups of burning.
I don't know what to do.
That said, it wasn't too unrealistic. Given how much loud music I listened to on a regular basis, hearing loss was sadly a real possibility. I kept trying to keep calm and keep it out of my head, even throughout the stressful semester 1 deadline period of January.
Now it's February, and my tinnitus and hearing have gotten worse. Running water makes my ears ring, I can feel pressure building in my head, I feel like my hearing gets worse every day, and it feels like the upper range of my hearing in both ears is shot.
I've tried hearing test apps, but they deem my hearing to be mostly normal. My parents are trying to find a good audiologist, but I don't know how long it will take.
I'm really scared that I'll never be able to listen to even low volume, casual music again. That the pressure in my ears and head will keep getting worse. That my ears will keep having flare ups of burning.
I don't know what to do.