2 1/2 weeks ago after coming off a 6 day work week at my loud factory job, I awoke at 3 am with a headache and my ears screaming. I've experienced mild tinnitus before but never like this. After a few days of the constant noise I started to do some research on Google and that's when I started to panic. I booked an appointment with an audiologist but had to wait a week. I went to a dentist to clarify if I had TMJ and grinded my teeth. I didn't really get a clear yes or no but I do grind my teeth a little.
A week later came the audiologist who was shocked by my hearing loss with my left ear at 20 dB and right ear at 50 dB at 8000 Hz (I think I'm reading that right) mild hearing loss in my left ear and moderate to severe in my right. I'm 36 and he was like "maaaan you're so young!" I've been so focused on the noise in my head that I didn't realize my hearing in my right ear had changed. I think I noticed for years I heard better out of my left ear than my right as I used to work a job that let me wear headphones all day and most of the time I had 1 headphone always in my right ear.
The audiologist told me I'd have to get a hearing aid in my right ear and probably one in my left down the road. So it has all been a shock. I'm certain my hearing got worse at my job as we work in loud rooms with lots of vibrations but we only wore earplugs and nothing extra like muffs. I filed for WCB and took the past few weeks off from work. I saw my doctor about going on short term disability and he basically told me "tinnitus shouldn't stop you from being able to work". I got upset trying to explain to him how loud it is and how hard of a time I have focusing and concentrating. I told him I've been losing sleep and it's given me bad anxiety and he's now prescribed me Escitalopram 10mg for anxiety and Teva Trazodone 50mg for sleep. He also gave me a form of modified duties for work.
I've been trying to stay positive but it's hard. I can get a bit obsessive compulsive about things and focus on the tinnitus. My tinnitus is worst when I wake up in the morning. I lay there in bed feeling like my head is going to explode. I wish this was all a bad dream. I really hope the anxiety meds work, I really hope workers comp will cover my hearing aids, and I hope the hearing aids actually help. I'm seriously losing hope and I fear for my mental state. It's a shame because everything was going so well in my life. I got out of a mentally abusive relationship last year. I left a job that didn't value me, and was eating horribly. 2020-2021 I got a great new job (despite possibly making me deaf), been dating my dream girl, and was making huge strides in eating healthy. Now my hearing is a bit off and both ears are making different loud frequency noises 24/7.
A week later came the audiologist who was shocked by my hearing loss with my left ear at 20 dB and right ear at 50 dB at 8000 Hz (I think I'm reading that right) mild hearing loss in my left ear and moderate to severe in my right. I'm 36 and he was like "maaaan you're so young!" I've been so focused on the noise in my head that I didn't realize my hearing in my right ear had changed. I think I noticed for years I heard better out of my left ear than my right as I used to work a job that let me wear headphones all day and most of the time I had 1 headphone always in my right ear.
The audiologist told me I'd have to get a hearing aid in my right ear and probably one in my left down the road. So it has all been a shock. I'm certain my hearing got worse at my job as we work in loud rooms with lots of vibrations but we only wore earplugs and nothing extra like muffs. I filed for WCB and took the past few weeks off from work. I saw my doctor about going on short term disability and he basically told me "tinnitus shouldn't stop you from being able to work". I got upset trying to explain to him how loud it is and how hard of a time I have focusing and concentrating. I told him I've been losing sleep and it's given me bad anxiety and he's now prescribed me Escitalopram 10mg for anxiety and Teva Trazodone 50mg for sleep. He also gave me a form of modified duties for work.
I've been trying to stay positive but it's hard. I can get a bit obsessive compulsive about things and focus on the tinnitus. My tinnitus is worst when I wake up in the morning. I lay there in bed feeling like my head is going to explode. I wish this was all a bad dream. I really hope the anxiety meds work, I really hope workers comp will cover my hearing aids, and I hope the hearing aids actually help. I'm seriously losing hope and I fear for my mental state. It's a shame because everything was going so well in my life. I got out of a mentally abusive relationship last year. I left a job that didn't value me, and was eating horribly. 2020-2021 I got a great new job (despite possibly making me deaf), been dating my dream girl, and was making huge strides in eating healthy. Now my hearing is a bit off and both ears are making different loud frequency noises 24/7.