Well, today is the day that I expected to be. Went to see my ENT and couldn't figger out what's wrong with me. Got perfect hearing and nothing wrong with my CAT scan. Prescribed Ginkgo Biloba and here I am. The only news for unrealistic hope from my doctor was it will probably diminish in time.
Thing is I have two different sounds. Got one my in my head that's more like a static sound (goes well with crickets!) and a slight eeeeeeee in my right ear that's getting worse. Was doing well trying to get there with the first one.
Why is this happening to me? Is it too early to jump into conclusions? I'm still incapable of realising this is my new reality. Can't believe that I suddenly ended up in this psychological hurracane designed to change your life forever.
I have no hope and don't believe this will diminish. Just to think 'unknown cause' or 2 different sounds is just simply going to make everything go wrong. I'm afraid.
Thing is I have two different sounds. Got one my in my head that's more like a static sound (goes well with crickets!) and a slight eeeeeeee in my right ear that's getting worse. Was doing well trying to get there with the first one.
Why is this happening to me? Is it too early to jump into conclusions? I'm still incapable of realising this is my new reality. Can't believe that I suddenly ended up in this psychological hurracane designed to change your life forever.
I have no hope and don't believe this will diminish. Just to think 'unknown cause' or 2 different sounds is just simply going to make everything go wrong. I'm afraid.