Hello All,
I hope that what I share might be useful to someone experiencing low-frequency tinnitus like I did. I was able to get it to completely stop after realizing the anxiety/stress-induced effect on my body's muscles surrounding my auditory system.
What Happened?
At the onset, I felt like I had a "clogged" Eustachian tube. This lasted for about 4 or 5 days. Then I started to hear and FEEL rumbling in my right ear. For 2 weeks I attributed it to trains/traffic rumbling in my house. I was absolutely convinced that it was external until I took a 2-hour trip and heard it and realized it was coming from me and it was in my right ear. I tried to deal with it using what I learned from habituating to my high-frequency tinnitus. Then, as I listened to it more to try and figure it out (and I could feel it for real), it got weird.
I noticed that when my TV was on or there was an external sound loud enough, the rumbling would instantly stop, but in pauses of silence, it would "kick back in" and then stop with noise in a flash. I was convinced that it was ETD and somehow pressure within the middle ear was off messing up my hearing. My ears did hurt here and there and the "pressure" in my head was off. I made an ENT appointment, and we all know how that went (hearing test fine, nothing he could see, good luck with your tinnitus dude).
It got worse in the week to follow and even more weird as I began to closely monitor it (like we all do). The rumbling was reactive as hell, and I could literally hear my auditory system turning on and off like a warped tape player. My ability to hear acoustics in a room was also way off. This is when I knew something physical was wrong.
Like many, I have anxiety, and for 99% of us with somatic tinnitus, that is the root cause, and it is in this case. However, the anxiety, along with weight-lifting, chewing gum, and Bruxism is what led to my low-frequency tinnitus. I finally figured out that my jaw and facial muscles along with my back and neck muscles were so tightly wound that they were "pulling" on my Eustachian tube and other hearing organs. When I realized this, I went to work moving and massaging EVERYTHING.
I'm not going to provide a list of all the muscles that are involved (yet... see below) but let's just say that there is no "one" muscle. I damaged my system through physical and emotional stress so much that it affected my auditory system. But because I have high-frequency tinnitus in the other ear, I didn't think there was a fix, until one night when I massaged my temporalis for 15 minutes and the next day the rumble was a bit softer. At first, I didn't think it could be that simple, and it wasn't, but to skip ahead, just know that I kept poking and prodding and realized that I had multiple muscles that needed serious attention.
THE FIX
This is what I want everyone reading this and looking for hope to look and read because I did get rid of it through
self-massage therapy using a Magnesium-based balm. Nightly self-massage therapy treatments for a week nearly eliminated the "hum." As I write this, it's at a .5 or 0 out of 10. It was a 6 out of 10 at its worst. I am so relieved, and I want to share what I did in hopes that this will help others.
Note: I suggest, if you have experience, use Cannabis before you massage. I do not think it is necessary and you do not want to get "baked."
However, there is truth to the medicinal properties of Cannabis if used correctly and in moderate amounts. You can tolerate pain more, you can link your mind to your body more effectively, and it is a
proven anti-inflammatory. Just keep in mind that when you smoke, it affects your auditory system and perception by making it more "alert" and your tinnitus will get louder (temporarily).
I would not suggest the inexperienced use Cannabis for self-massage for tinnitus (you will give yourself a panic attack). Still, I am convinced it helped me locate all the spots that needed massage and to help tolerate the pain. I know that sounds like some wacky voodoo shit or an excuse to get high, but it's not.
Step 1: Find All of the Problem Areas... No, I Mean ALL!
This diagram might be useful.
I found muscle knots/pain in the following and massaged them all for 30 minutes or more per night using the balm (I did internal oral massage without any balm just to be clear):
Jaw:
- Lateral Pterygoid (internal massage)
- Medial Pterygoid (internal and external massage)
- Masseters (internal and external massage)
- Temporalis
For this group of muscles, you need to massage inside your mouth, including the lower jaw bone behind your last molar—yes, the bone. Mine was bruised from all the force of my Bruxism. You need to "dig deep" particularly in the upper recess of your mouth behind your last molars to learn how to reach and massage your pterygoids. I think they play a major role in this. Keep in mind, this is very painful, but no pain no gain.
Neck:
- Digastric: this is a MAJOR player in creating the rumble because it affects the Eustachian tube (I think it connects to tissue very close to it or on it). It also connects to the base of your skull under and behind your ear. To reach it, you need to open your jaw and force your fingers to wrap around your jawbone behind your ear lobe and press down into your neck/skull. While you are at it, might as well massage behind your jawbone all the way down where the medial pterygoid connects.
- SCM: Massage the whole thing. From the base of your skull to your clavicle (shoulder girdle). Again, a horrible, horrible amount of pain to do this right, but it must be done. I had several knots near my ear and lower toward my torso (still do).
- Trapezius: From the back of your shoulder blade to the base of your skull.
- Splenius Capitis and Levator Scapulae: To get to these you need to lean your head forward and just push hard against your neck on both sides.
In addition, make sure you move your ear cartilage around. Literally, grab your ear hole and just move it hard. Mine hurt so bad at first, but it was the first thing to start to feel better.
Finally, I would suggest that even if your other side feels fine, you spend some time doing this on both sides!
Again, I hope this helps someone out there. I am still in shock that I was able to get the rumble to subside.