Hi everyone, I am a fit 55-year old New Yorker and suffering from variable tinnitus.
I've had a low level steady tinnitus with hearing loss for 15+ years that didn't bother me much. This was caused by overexposure to loud music. I kind of accepted this as a hangover of so much fun at festivals (and not being wise enough to wear good earplugs, something I only started doing since the tinnitus started).
However, early 2022 I had COVID-19 (which was like a 5 days flu) and then 4 weeks later a booster. That's approximately when a much louder tinnitus started. Plus - it dominates in the left ear and it is rather variable, with sometimes a loud 'ping' that then dies away.
Like others have written, it is that variability that makes it so much harder to get used to, partly because you keep searching for the cause (COVID-19 infection, or booster, is just a hunch). Since I am a scientist, I started to keep a "loudness diary" over the last couple months to look for any sort of correlation but haven't found any I believe in. At one point I was hoping nightly jaw clenching or teeth grinding could be the cause but wearing a night guard doesn't change the variability so far. The fact that the tinnitus is sometimes at really low levels makes me hopeful, but then waking up again with loud tinnitus is depressing. The worst is that I enjoy listening to music less than before (especially relatively silent music).
My ENT doctor is understanding but wasn't able to help me beyond a useful audiogram documenting the hearing loss.
I find reports on this forum about alcohol and chocolate really interesting and will experiment with this. I would also like to join some clinical trials looking for causes and remedies because that would give me a positive focus, making the tinnitus a quest rather than a problem. The 'observer' attitude helps me a lot coping with it. I am hoping this experience may give 'fellow sufferers' another handle too.
I've had a low level steady tinnitus with hearing loss for 15+ years that didn't bother me much. This was caused by overexposure to loud music. I kind of accepted this as a hangover of so much fun at festivals (and not being wise enough to wear good earplugs, something I only started doing since the tinnitus started).
However, early 2022 I had COVID-19 (which was like a 5 days flu) and then 4 weeks later a booster. That's approximately when a much louder tinnitus started. Plus - it dominates in the left ear and it is rather variable, with sometimes a loud 'ping' that then dies away.
Like others have written, it is that variability that makes it so much harder to get used to, partly because you keep searching for the cause (COVID-19 infection, or booster, is just a hunch). Since I am a scientist, I started to keep a "loudness diary" over the last couple months to look for any sort of correlation but haven't found any I believe in. At one point I was hoping nightly jaw clenching or teeth grinding could be the cause but wearing a night guard doesn't change the variability so far. The fact that the tinnitus is sometimes at really low levels makes me hopeful, but then waking up again with loud tinnitus is depressing. The worst is that I enjoy listening to music less than before (especially relatively silent music).
My ENT doctor is understanding but wasn't able to help me beyond a useful audiogram documenting the hearing loss.
I find reports on this forum about alcohol and chocolate really interesting and will experiment with this. I would also like to join some clinical trials looking for causes and remedies because that would give me a positive focus, making the tinnitus a quest rather than a problem. The 'observer' attitude helps me a lot coping with it. I am hoping this experience may give 'fellow sufferers' another handle too.