- Sep 21, 2016
- 1,051
- Tinnitus Since
- 2011 - T, 2016- H, relapsed 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- noise-induced
Hi all,
I initially signed up to Tinnitus Talk 3 years ago in 2016 having experienced my first bout of hyperacusis and TTTS symptoms. I'd been living with very mild non-bothersome tinnitus since I was around 16 (I'm 23 now), however, it escalated to hyperacusis, bringing discomfort and pain. I have always been quite neurotic and highly-strung so I began consulting Dr Google which had disastrous repercussions. Before I knew it, this cascaded into a full-blown nervous breakdown culminating in a visit to the psych ward as I had convinced myself that my life was over and I was doomed to a life of perpetual misery. I was put on antidepressants (Mirtazapine/Remeron) which allowed me to steadily regain a sense of perspective and rationality.
After a couple of months my hyperacusis + TTTS symptoms eased off although they have never completely disappeared which seems to be the case with many of those similarly afflicted on these forums. I am fortunate that I can navigate daily life with few problems. I gave up headphones and use earplugs in cinemas, on plane flights, and loud bars or any other moderately noisy venues. I would never venture into a nightclub again (luckily I've 'been there and done that'). I do experience mild setbacks, however, which can be pretty discouraging and dispiriting. During these setbacks, I experience the typical symptoms of hyperacusis + TTTS: ears feel a lot more fragile, aural fullness, sporadic tingling sensations, hot and cold feelings, and occasionally even facial pain along my cheekbone.
My setbacks tend to last 1-2 weeks and I am currently going through one and finding it difficult to surmount the usual anxiety and obsessive thoughts. It's encouraging to revisit the forum and catch up on all the latest research particularly the recent surge in biotech firms actively working to develop treatments for NIHL. I can't recall there being any discussion about Frequency Therapeutics 3 years ago back in 2016 so it's heartening to see how far research has come. However, it's still difficult to maintain hope when it comes to hyperacusis and noxacusis (pain hyperacusis) etc and seemingly how much research still needs to be done to have any hope of alleviating symptoms. I got my tinnitus initially from headphone use so I am hopeful that therapies being developed by not only frequency but also Otonomy (who are focusing on cochlear synaptopahty or HHH) would resolve these issues but it's hard not to worry or feel discouraged.
How do you guys deal with the anxiety and uncertainty that these conditions lead to? I am very much a layman - are you guys generally optimistic about the future direction of research? Any silver linings?
I initially signed up to Tinnitus Talk 3 years ago in 2016 having experienced my first bout of hyperacusis and TTTS symptoms. I'd been living with very mild non-bothersome tinnitus since I was around 16 (I'm 23 now), however, it escalated to hyperacusis, bringing discomfort and pain. I have always been quite neurotic and highly-strung so I began consulting Dr Google which had disastrous repercussions. Before I knew it, this cascaded into a full-blown nervous breakdown culminating in a visit to the psych ward as I had convinced myself that my life was over and I was doomed to a life of perpetual misery. I was put on antidepressants (Mirtazapine/Remeron) which allowed me to steadily regain a sense of perspective and rationality.
After a couple of months my hyperacusis + TTTS symptoms eased off although they have never completely disappeared which seems to be the case with many of those similarly afflicted on these forums. I am fortunate that I can navigate daily life with few problems. I gave up headphones and use earplugs in cinemas, on plane flights, and loud bars or any other moderately noisy venues. I would never venture into a nightclub again (luckily I've 'been there and done that'). I do experience mild setbacks, however, which can be pretty discouraging and dispiriting. During these setbacks, I experience the typical symptoms of hyperacusis + TTTS: ears feel a lot more fragile, aural fullness, sporadic tingling sensations, hot and cold feelings, and occasionally even facial pain along my cheekbone.
My setbacks tend to last 1-2 weeks and I am currently going through one and finding it difficult to surmount the usual anxiety and obsessive thoughts. It's encouraging to revisit the forum and catch up on all the latest research particularly the recent surge in biotech firms actively working to develop treatments for NIHL. I can't recall there being any discussion about Frequency Therapeutics 3 years ago back in 2016 so it's heartening to see how far research has come. However, it's still difficult to maintain hope when it comes to hyperacusis and noxacusis (pain hyperacusis) etc and seemingly how much research still needs to be done to have any hope of alleviating symptoms. I got my tinnitus initially from headphone use so I am hopeful that therapies being developed by not only frequency but also Otonomy (who are focusing on cochlear synaptopahty or HHH) would resolve these issues but it's hard not to worry or feel discouraged.
How do you guys deal with the anxiety and uncertainty that these conditions lead to? I am very much a layman - are you guys generally optimistic about the future direction of research? Any silver linings?