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Hello, I'm from Turkey and new here. So here is my story:
I was a little girl who discovered masturbation at the age of 10. I never did overmasturbation by the way. It isn't overmasturbation case. But my masturbation method was a little different. I know it's going to be a private conversation, but I have to ask you for advice. I'd wrap my legs together, squeeze myself and masturbate. (I think it's known as leg crossed masturbation but I'm not sure.)
This continued until I was 14 years old. That day I did the same thing when I was in the horizontal position on the sofa. I tried to squeeze myself to orgasm. Then I felt an intense hissing sound in my both ears. It was really loud. I panicked and stood up. I waited for a while to relax. After 10-15 seconds, the volume decreased and ended. (?) Then I constantly listen to myself, I began to see if the sound passed. After a while I had anxiety. This went on and I'm 18 now. My life is ruined. My question to you, is it possible that these self-tightening situations have damaged any vein in my ear? In the inner ear or in the cochlea? Meanwhile, my hearing tests did not show any problems. I took a comprehensive hearing test. ENT said I heard about 16,000 Hz in that test. Brain MRI was normal. My ears are working properly. I've rarely had ear problems since I was little.
I'M NOT TROLL OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.
Please tell me your opinion, I'm really desperate.
I was a little girl who discovered masturbation at the age of 10. I never did overmasturbation by the way. It isn't overmasturbation case. But my masturbation method was a little different. I know it's going to be a private conversation, but I have to ask you for advice. I'd wrap my legs together, squeeze myself and masturbate. (I think it's known as leg crossed masturbation but I'm not sure.)
This continued until I was 14 years old. That day I did the same thing when I was in the horizontal position on the sofa. I tried to squeeze myself to orgasm. Then I felt an intense hissing sound in my both ears. It was really loud. I panicked and stood up. I waited for a while to relax. After 10-15 seconds, the volume decreased and ended. (?) Then I constantly listen to myself, I began to see if the sound passed. After a while I had anxiety. This went on and I'm 18 now. My life is ruined. My question to you, is it possible that these self-tightening situations have damaged any vein in my ear? In the inner ear or in the cochlea? Meanwhile, my hearing tests did not show any problems. I took a comprehensive hearing test. ENT said I heard about 16,000 Hz in that test. Brain MRI was normal. My ears are working properly. I've rarely had ear problems since I was little.
I'M NOT TROLL OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.
Please tell me your opinion, I'm really desperate.
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rip) and i'm not dead so... i think personally what really helped is that when i first got the tinnitus, i was preparing for an entrance test into a hs (yay i got in), and that focusing on something made the first week blow by..... and then after a week i'm like i've already gone a week with it, what stops me from going another week? then what stops me from going another two weeks? another month? i did get anxiety that i still deal with to this day, but it's fine, and my anxiety is mostly gone. i would do really weird and random stuff due to the anxiety and panicked ab like eyesight and stuff but point being the anxiety and depression and everything until u get used to it will be rough.... no matter what, but it's always worth it in the end.. do i still think overmasturbation was the cause? ye, i do, u may or may not believe me but anyways..... am i still functioning as a hs student? yessirski. i was still able to go to pep rallies (without ear protection so bad me) and be a trisport athlete and get good grades (my dream school is MIT so hope i can get that) and everything and tinnitus didn't stop me despite getting it like 21 months ago.... i think that u have to focus on a goal when u first get it, and despite everything u can push thru n get used to it a lot faster by focusing on something instead of tinnitus and then once u've achieved it be like if i've already gone this far.... what stops me from going further? tinnitus n hyperacusis suck, they really do.... but u can get over it.... even as a middle school student, hs student, college students, adult, whatever... it doesn't matter anyone can do it... i guess this is my official success post even tho i got over tinnitus after like two weeks but still had my lows now n then... so yeah, i should've said this a long time ago, but better late than never (lmao this is a part of the lyrics from wake up call by ksi n trippie redd but anyways).... I BEAT TINNITUS AND HYPERACUSIS. i honestly do think this journey has made me a lot more mature and i don't think i would be the same person i am today without tinnitus. do i wish i never got tinnitus? yeah.... but i can't deny i've learned a lot thru this journey that i'm certain will serve me well in my future endeavours.
