I feel you, bro. I feel like I'm on the same path.
long before I had a tinnitus I had a history of mental health issues that went largely unaddressed and still are, lol.@Contrast - why not?
@IAmCalifornia - the family bond will remain strong. My mom messaged me today about moving home (I live in a different country to my family) and she said "blood is thicker than water". Dammit man, I nearly cried. You can make new friends and meet a new girl.
yes I have autism, Autism is great, but not when your ears are fucked with it, I also have borderline personality disorder which is questionably diagnosed. Someone even told me I have bipolarism. It's certain autism isn't the only issue as autism cannot explain an emotional rollercoaster and rapid highs and lows.Yeah, I think you said you've got autism.
I definitely do, too.
Average people live average lives, it's more fun to be different.
Lemme guess, Bhima banned you for trying to actually help other usrs? lmao she's up there with Gallowbob when it comes to shit mods.Hell yeah. Well, I'm banned there already for playing internet doctor.
I already have, believe it or not but it's a solo project. I'm working on a new alt-army and organizing them.MPP should declare war on /r/tinnitus and make memes to diss them.
what happens if you try to listen to music?When I lost my music I lost my soul and my deepest abilities to feel.
I currently live in the audacious dream that my music will someday be fully restored, probably naive and self-deceiving, KMN pls.
I only get (relatively minor) abnormal amplification and pain when sounds are too loud.what happens if you try to listen to music?
abnormal amplification of noise? Pain? tinnitus reacting?
for me almost any sound would cause fulless ache in my right ear, but the pain would have a cap unless things got really loud.I only get (relatively minor) abnormal amplification and pain when sounds are too loud.
The music sounds distorted (due to hearing loss) and simply doesn't sound as it should. As an illustration, I can constantly pick out exact sound bits that are "missing" in tracks that I know well.
Plus of course shrieking tinnitus on top.
Yuuuuuup.Lemme guess, Bhima banned you for trying to actually help other usrs? lmao she's up there with Gallowbob when it comes to shit mods.
good may may but I have to deduct some points for you insulting the God Emperor.
But... but... muh feelingsgood may may but I have to deduct some points for you insulting the God Emperor.