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I feel like it destroys it piece by piece, like it destroys the senses (hearing, seeing, balance issues). When I had no tinnitus I had no eye floaters, no insomnia, my memory was sharp, etc. Now I feel like I am slow and I have eye floaters/visual snow, etc.
I don't want to sound scary but maybe you should try to see if you don't have any brain conditions that could be the root cause of all your problems ?
 
I feel like it destroys it piece by piece, like it destroys the senses (hearing, seeing, balance issues).

I think the worst thing is that it destroys your imagination and immersion, most of the life is based on images rather than reality, but once you cannot immerse to anything, life becomes meaningless...at least to me. It's brainfog 24/7.

If god exsisted why would he make humans prone to TInnitus?

The evolution didn't count on people blasting loud as fuck sounds. You have to remember electric tools and music only have existed for 200 years or so.

But anyway, this whole tinnitus experience has really taught me that we are just another animals species, nothing else really. The whole immersion of we're being anything more kinda got torn out from me once this happened, because you kinda realize that we really are just living meat and bad shit happens everyday in life for no reason. Animals get stuck on things and die, people get in car accidents, that's how the universe and nature works, life isn't as precious as we think. We only think that because we ourselves have survived long by miracle, maybe even longer than nature originally intended.

I've already kinda started to accept that I will never heal from this, because there are so many people in this world who got injured from something and never healed. It still doesn't mean that you have to accept or cherish a life like this if it has no quality and no meaning. I don't think there is a prize at the end or if there is, it's gonna be the same for everyone.

And I do not want to start shit, but I did find it kinda ironic that the same people who talked about ending a suffering pet because it has no quality of life are the same people who say keep living if you have T. What gives?

And seriously, when I first got T, I thought that maybe, just maybe there is something more to live with T, but nope, the search is over, after doing tons of researching and talking with many many people who has it, the universal truth seems to be it's all about coping. Unless you have a bigger picture what you want to achieve from life before dying, you are simply put: fucked, because T really takes away "smell the roses" and " *strecthing* hmmm what should I do today?" aspect of live. And people who say otherwise, tend to come back because they were relapsed or T got worse. That's how it is.

Rant over.
 
That was depressing to listen to with headphones.

God i hope a cure arrives before mine ever has a chance to get that obnoxious

Mine is a bit lower than his is in terms of pitch. Mine also can be heard just like his everywhere.
I sleep much better than last month when I slept 1-4 hours per night. Now I sleep about 6 but its broken sleep.
 
This is how my tinnitus sounds like but just a bitch more high pitched than this.
 
wp jontron and MPP for making it this far
actuall you can call me Contrast, i have no idea why I decided to spell my username Contrast, I'm not a Jon I just choose that name out of random when one of my usual names on the internet is Contrast.
 

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