- Jun 3, 2018
- 97
- Tinnitus Since
- 2/6/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Acoustic Trauma (Concert)
Hi,
So even though the last week had its ups and downs with a few spikes, I spent a couple of nights in the past month in almost quietness. My tinnitus went from being unbearable at times to moderate to almost inaudible within the last year. It drained me a lot in every way and I'm still trying to adapt to an altered lifestyle -- no concerts, clubs, loud bars etc. -- but I am in a good place with my tinnitus. It is most days a quiet hiss/wind sound and in good days a barely audible breeze.
I remember when I first got it, I had no hope of habituation and didn't even want to habituate, I just wanted it to go away.. But now, I feel like I've accomplished a lot in both my coping mechanisms and in my process of habituation. I am not writing this to brag, but I am writing to spread the message that it is possible to wake up some mornings with tinnitus not being the first thing you think about.
I still have a lot of recovering to do in terms of mental well being (related and non related to tinnitus) but I just hope that the number of posts here like this increase.
Although I don't know if I'll fully experience consecutive quiet days, I think my hiss may even become comforting.
I know how horrible it is to have intrusive tinnitus and I don't mean to undermine anybody's experience. But I hope we all have success stories to share
So even though the last week had its ups and downs with a few spikes, I spent a couple of nights in the past month in almost quietness. My tinnitus went from being unbearable at times to moderate to almost inaudible within the last year. It drained me a lot in every way and I'm still trying to adapt to an altered lifestyle -- no concerts, clubs, loud bars etc. -- but I am in a good place with my tinnitus. It is most days a quiet hiss/wind sound and in good days a barely audible breeze.
I remember when I first got it, I had no hope of habituation and didn't even want to habituate, I just wanted it to go away.. But now, I feel like I've accomplished a lot in both my coping mechanisms and in my process of habituation. I am not writing this to brag, but I am writing to spread the message that it is possible to wake up some mornings with tinnitus not being the first thing you think about.
I still have a lot of recovering to do in terms of mental well being (related and non related to tinnitus) but I just hope that the number of posts here like this increase.
Although I don't know if I'll fully experience consecutive quiet days, I think my hiss may even become comforting.
I know how horrible it is to have intrusive tinnitus and I don't mean to undermine anybody's experience. But I hope we all have success stories to share
