I am currently in Istanbul, Turkey, as I write this - and en route to my 2nd stem cell therapy. I have a few hours to kill before my connecting flight to Asia. Indeed there are many similarities between my upcoming stem cell treatment and the one I had in Thailand. Again, I am flying with Turkish Airlines, again via Istanbul, again no alcohol one week before, and again I "managed" to get Business Class tickets - but this time they were the only tickets I could get because of the busy x'mas period (and consequently not so decently priced). Indeed by the time this whole adventure is over, the total cost for all of my tinnitus therapies will have passed the EUR 50.000, - mark, I will have travelled more than 40.000 kilometres, read more than 500 pages of research, and the combined correspondence with all the various stem cell doctors is now at around 40 A4-pages, if printed. But, there are also some differences between this trip and the last one. As I am flying long distance, I of course use ear plugs. For my last trip, my ears were therefore "screaming" as soon as I put the ear plugs in. Not so for my current trip - a clear sign that something has happened since my last stem cell therapy 4 months ago. This improvement has also had a knock-on effect on my mental state: I can feel I am slowly returning to my former self - which for me means going to the fitness club regularly and addressing the schedule for the day with more decisiveness (instead of just letting things drift, as they have done for a while now).
The period leading up to my departure has also been a time for reflection. I am finding myself more at ease because there is a genuine possibility of further improvement with my second treatment. But, I am also acutely aware that it is "now or never" ie. if this doesn't deal tinnitus the final blow, then nothing will for the foreseeable future. I also find myself reflecting on whether this blog has any real value. I get e-mails urging me to continue "reporting from the front lines of regenerative medicine", but let's be honest here: suppose this treatment turns out really well, who would believe that a cure has been found? And even if people did believe it, the next hurdle to overcome would be the "one man, one treatment doesn't prove anything"-concept. On the other hand, the treatment may turn out not to be successful, of course. And so either way, this "human guinea pig experiment" will end up becoming an irrelevant footnote in the search for a cure. At least, that is how I see it. However... for the moment, I will stay the course: being a pioneer, a stem cell pioneer - anyway - means moving against the flow of established medicine. And that suits me just fine, actually.
As for treatment itself, I have some amendments to share. The stem cell count figures I mentioned in a previous update are incorrect due to the mishap with the former agent who has decided to set up his own little scam scheme. I would gladly expose his name all over the Internet, but if I did, I would also reveal the hospital I am seeking treatment at (and that is something I have decided I will not do). This means that, the volumes I will be treated with are the standard 375.000 million umbilical cord stem cells that the hospital uses. However, I asked the hospital to do a second review of my case - with all options on the table - and after a doctor's panel conference of my case, the hospital has come back with a suggestion of increasing the stem cell volume to 500.000 million stem cells (all IV delivered). The additional cost for this is USD 7.000,- thereby bringing the total therapy cost to USD 26.000,- (for those who are interested in the details of treatment).
And with that, I have shared as much as I can. For now, at least.
Now onto the final leg of my journey.
Merry x'mas to all.