I often contemplate the day I got Tinnitus and it leaves me with many unanswered questions. I remember being essentially part of group of strangers who were in the same place for the same period time. I'd guess about the same 500 were at the front all day but can't imagine so many people would get T and not a bigger fuss be made.
This left me thinking was I predisposed to having T. I then remembered an incident when I was 12 or there about. I went paintballing and an instructor in one game threw a "flashbang" at me. I saw it land less than a metre away and I couldn't move away as I was cornered. Having seen them in films I knew it would make a bright flash so covered my eyes but I neglected the bang part and I remember not being able to hear for at least 30 seconds and having a loud ringing in my ears the rest of the day. I don't remember any problems after that day but I do remember parts of my childhood lying in bed at night and hearing a feint ringing in my ears but I always chalked it up to other reasons. This ringing wasn't everyday but only now it's a lot louder at permanent have I thought more about it. I read these stun grenades often reach noise levels of 170db.
So I just want peoples opinions. Was I always going to get T at some stage after this or am I making connections in my head to try and shift the blame away from myself? Personally I'm not sure.
Thanks
Joe
This left me thinking was I predisposed to having T. I then remembered an incident when I was 12 or there about. I went paintballing and an instructor in one game threw a "flashbang" at me. I saw it land less than a metre away and I couldn't move away as I was cornered. Having seen them in films I knew it would make a bright flash so covered my eyes but I neglected the bang part and I remember not being able to hear for at least 30 seconds and having a loud ringing in my ears the rest of the day. I don't remember any problems after that day but I do remember parts of my childhood lying in bed at night and hearing a feint ringing in my ears but I always chalked it up to other reasons. This ringing wasn't everyday but only now it's a lot louder at permanent have I thought more about it. I read these stun grenades often reach noise levels of 170db.
So I just want peoples opinions. Was I always going to get T at some stage after this or am I making connections in my head to try and shift the blame away from myself? Personally I'm not sure.
Thanks
Joe