- Jul 15, 2021
- 3
- Tinnitus Since
- 12/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Possibly drug-related
Hi all.
I developed tinnitus around November/December of 2020. I was taking Isotretinoin (Accutane) for acne. My biggest regret of my life. I mean acne was bearable but I figured it would be "nice" to get rid of it. Clearly I cannot single-handedly blame it on this drug. If it was not the drug, it was a helluva coincidence and the cause is still unknown. However, I have mild hearing loss in my left ear in a hissing/high-pitch but not super loud constant tinnitus in my left ear.
I visited the ENT about 3/21 with not much to report other than the mild hearing loss at high frequency (6.8 kHz). Was just told to get used to it basically. I went back today and the hearing loss was slightly worse (5 dB) but they also suggest it could be a test-retest variability. I am glad it has not significantly increased. I had some pretty bad days RECENTLY with just being anxious and frustrated with it. I also am getting an MRI w/ contrast to just make sure nothing is wrong with my brain (hopefully its just wasted time).
My biggest issue is that I feel this was preventable but who was I to think I would develop a RARE side effect from a drug that tons of people have successfully taken? I get that I cannot regret it and beat myself up for it. I am just trying to learn how to live my new life. Mostly how to take tests in silence and not get bothered. I do okay... but I am NOT happy about it. Never had depressive thoughts but sort of have had them slightly now. I am fine for the most part just very anxious but I am now attempting to simply habituate to it and not form such a negative association with it. I was 21 years old when I got it, and I just felt like it was unfair and odd for a young person to have hearing loss, but I am fortunate to still have relatively good health elsewhere!
Just wanted to put a piece of my story out there and maybe collect some tips/strategies or just general thoughts on the matter. Thanks!
I developed tinnitus around November/December of 2020. I was taking Isotretinoin (Accutane) for acne. My biggest regret of my life. I mean acne was bearable but I figured it would be "nice" to get rid of it. Clearly I cannot single-handedly blame it on this drug. If it was not the drug, it was a helluva coincidence and the cause is still unknown. However, I have mild hearing loss in my left ear in a hissing/high-pitch but not super loud constant tinnitus in my left ear.
I visited the ENT about 3/21 with not much to report other than the mild hearing loss at high frequency (6.8 kHz). Was just told to get used to it basically. I went back today and the hearing loss was slightly worse (5 dB) but they also suggest it could be a test-retest variability. I am glad it has not significantly increased. I had some pretty bad days RECENTLY with just being anxious and frustrated with it. I also am getting an MRI w/ contrast to just make sure nothing is wrong with my brain (hopefully its just wasted time).
My biggest issue is that I feel this was preventable but who was I to think I would develop a RARE side effect from a drug that tons of people have successfully taken? I get that I cannot regret it and beat myself up for it. I am just trying to learn how to live my new life. Mostly how to take tests in silence and not get bothered. I do okay... but I am NOT happy about it. Never had depressive thoughts but sort of have had them slightly now. I am fine for the most part just very anxious but I am now attempting to simply habituate to it and not form such a negative association with it. I was 21 years old when I got it, and I just felt like it was unfair and odd for a young person to have hearing loss, but I am fortunate to still have relatively good health elsewhere!
Just wanted to put a piece of my story out there and maybe collect some tips/strategies or just general thoughts on the matter. Thanks!