Hi everyone, I am 19 years old and I recently developed tinnitus a month ago and it's been really hard to deal with.
I have 2 types of tinnitus, the first on most obvious one is one mostly resembling ringing and the other one is a pulsing sensation in my right ear that only seems to occur sometimes when I move my head into certain positions.
The fact that I don't know what caused it is what worries me the most out of anything.
I have gone to doctors during this past month, including a GP, an ENT, Audiologist, and a Dentist that specializes in oral rehab to see what would be that cause of my tinnitus and so far everything has come out perfectly fine.
I'm frustrated that I can't find the reason for this and it only makes my anxiety even worse. I can't resist the urge to look up things on the internet regarding tinnitus and it only gives me worse health anxiety. I worry that I might lose my hearing due to some sort of disorder or that both sounds may be caused by some sort of tumor.
The former is the one that worries me that most since I'm a musician and I don't want to imagine life without music. I fear that one day I may start losing my balance and become dizzy if it is cause by something serious. I'm stuck as to what I'm supposed to since in my current situation I don't have access to health insurance so I have been crossing the border to provide for my medical services.
I feel so alone because my family doesn't seem to understand what I'm going through. My sister and dad think I'm being absurd because they just believe I'm fine. My mom is the only one helping me during this time but it's really hard on her since she is the bread winner in the house (my parents are separated).
After just getting out of high school my life is just at a complete halt because of this. I can't move on with trying to obtain my driver's license or getting a job or enjoy the things that I used to like doing because I don't what I have. I don't know how I should cope with this situation.
Sorry for this being so long btw. I've also never used a forum website before so I apologize if I make a mistake.
I have 2 types of tinnitus, the first on most obvious one is one mostly resembling ringing and the other one is a pulsing sensation in my right ear that only seems to occur sometimes when I move my head into certain positions.
The fact that I don't know what caused it is what worries me the most out of anything.
I have gone to doctors during this past month, including a GP, an ENT, Audiologist, and a Dentist that specializes in oral rehab to see what would be that cause of my tinnitus and so far everything has come out perfectly fine.
I'm frustrated that I can't find the reason for this and it only makes my anxiety even worse. I can't resist the urge to look up things on the internet regarding tinnitus and it only gives me worse health anxiety. I worry that I might lose my hearing due to some sort of disorder or that both sounds may be caused by some sort of tumor.
The former is the one that worries me that most since I'm a musician and I don't want to imagine life without music. I fear that one day I may start losing my balance and become dizzy if it is cause by something serious. I'm stuck as to what I'm supposed to since in my current situation I don't have access to health insurance so I have been crossing the border to provide for my medical services.
I feel so alone because my family doesn't seem to understand what I'm going through. My sister and dad think I'm being absurd because they just believe I'm fine. My mom is the only one helping me during this time but it's really hard on her since she is the bread winner in the house (my parents are separated).
After just getting out of high school my life is just at a complete halt because of this. I can't move on with trying to obtain my driver's license or getting a job or enjoy the things that I used to like doing because I don't what I have. I don't know how I should cope with this situation.
Sorry for this being so long btw. I've also never used a forum website before so I apologize if I make a mistake.