Four days ago, on October 17 I was at work when I heard a sudden loud ringing in my ear. I had had this happen a few times before but it would go away within a few moments.
This time, the volume subsided a bit, but didn't go away. Since then it's been on nonstop. The first few nights I slept somewhat ok (I did take sleeping pills a couple nights), but last night I didn't sleep at all.
Now I'm feeling pretty much screwed. If I can't sleep I can't function and work to provide for my family. The ringing itself was difficult at work last week, but I was able to get myself through it focusing on one thing at a time. If I'm driving or talking with someone, I don't really notice it.
But at night when I'm trying to sleep it's been really hard. That's my immediate concern, is getting sleep. Do you have any tips for sleeping with this?
I'm going to use Klonopin for a few days, but I'm hoping there's some chance I can avoid becoming a Klonopin addict longer term. But I really need to break the cycle for now using Klonopin to get through the next few days. Last night, I hate to admit it but the thought of ending it came into my mind a few times. Not that I would do that now - too much financial stuff to setup for the family, plus I think I'd rather be around to see them even if I'm a zombie.
But those thoughts can be hard to ignore. As for docs, I've seen my GP (nothing interesting there), and got a referral for an ENT this coming Friday.
Please let me know if there's any hope for me.
Sorry for the disorganized post, I'm running on no sleep.
This time, the volume subsided a bit, but didn't go away. Since then it's been on nonstop. The first few nights I slept somewhat ok (I did take sleeping pills a couple nights), but last night I didn't sleep at all.
Now I'm feeling pretty much screwed. If I can't sleep I can't function and work to provide for my family. The ringing itself was difficult at work last week, but I was able to get myself through it focusing on one thing at a time. If I'm driving or talking with someone, I don't really notice it.
But at night when I'm trying to sleep it's been really hard. That's my immediate concern, is getting sleep. Do you have any tips for sleeping with this?
I'm going to use Klonopin for a few days, but I'm hoping there's some chance I can avoid becoming a Klonopin addict longer term. But I really need to break the cycle for now using Klonopin to get through the next few days. Last night, I hate to admit it but the thought of ending it came into my mind a few times. Not that I would do that now - too much financial stuff to setup for the family, plus I think I'd rather be around to see them even if I'm a zombie.
But those thoughts can be hard to ignore. As for docs, I've seen my GP (nothing interesting there), and got a referral for an ENT this coming Friday.
Please let me know if there's any hope for me.
Sorry for the disorganized post, I'm running on no sleep.