Hi
@Gwenclapton57, and welcome.
There are a number of things that you will find here, and a number of great posts that should help you not only learn more about tinnitus but will help give you hope.
@Michael Leigh wrote the following, very informative post on tinnitus, treatment options, coping mechanisms and habituation.
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/tinnitus-a-personal-view.18668/
Many have found that maintaining a positive attitude is very helpful in coping with tinnitus.
@billie48 wrote his success story demonstrating how positivity helped him habituate.
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/thread...w-i-recovered-from-tinnitus-hyperacusis.3148/
Michael Leigh wrote the following, excellent post on the importance of positivity:
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/is-positivity-important.23150/
and the following on negativity and tinnitus
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/tinnitus-and-the-negative-mindset.23705/
And, as your tinnitus is fairly recent, you have a much better chance at recover that you probably think you do.
@Bill Bauer wrote the following post discussing studies that show a fairly high recovery rate from tinnitus
https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/spontaneous-recovery-stats-over-70-recover-3-studies.21441/
But, the most important thing I can say here is that you have found this forum. It is filled with caring, compassionate, sympathetic people who not only understand what you are going through, but are willing to help you when you feel you have no strength left to deal with this despite their own suffering. Tinnitus makes many people feel isolated and alone, especially when those close to them cannot understand just how debilitating it can be. We understand. There are always people here who are willing to help, be supportive, and give you honest advice. You don't have to go through this alone, you have a large community here who will help you.
I wish you well in your journey, please keep us updated on your progress and reach out when ever you need help, we will be here.