- Apr 18, 2017
- 256
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise Induced
Has any of the NIHL tinnitus folks experienced any improvements over time? Not just habituation.
I went to a concert and went to the very front (not something I normally do without protection, actually the first and only time without them at a concert). My loudness awareness was completely shot since I didn't sleep the night before (excited because I had actually won tickets, I wasn't even going to go, oh the irony!) so I didn't move for most of the concert. So there I was for about 2 hours, not in front of the speakers but obviously very loud without protection. Very high blockage for about a week and a fullness in my ears that was not helped by the fact that I had to fly soon aftwards. Going to loud bars, clubs and being a guitarist/singer in a band in my youth probably didn't help either.
Now I have a little friend in both of my ears - worse in my right ear. Ultra high-end hearing loss. The best way that I can describe it is high hissing in both, morse code at different frequencies in both (reactive to sound) and a high pitched whistle in the right.
Throw on top of that going to school and working full time, the stress was unbearable. I just wanted to quit. Quit everything and just live under a bridge. Forget all of my responsibilities and once the T fades to an acceptible level to resume my life as it was before... There will likely be a divide in my life - before my T, and after.
March of 2017 will be a month that I will remember for the rest of my life. If I get better or habituate, I swear I will never complain about anything minor ever again!
Please somebody tell me that it gets better. I don't want to set an arbitrary date that I will be better/well adjusted by because that will only set up disappointment.
I went to a concert and went to the very front (not something I normally do without protection, actually the first and only time without them at a concert). My loudness awareness was completely shot since I didn't sleep the night before (excited because I had actually won tickets, I wasn't even going to go, oh the irony!) so I didn't move for most of the concert. So there I was for about 2 hours, not in front of the speakers but obviously very loud without protection. Very high blockage for about a week and a fullness in my ears that was not helped by the fact that I had to fly soon aftwards. Going to loud bars, clubs and being a guitarist/singer in a band in my youth probably didn't help either.
Now I have a little friend in both of my ears - worse in my right ear. Ultra high-end hearing loss. The best way that I can describe it is high hissing in both, morse code at different frequencies in both (reactive to sound) and a high pitched whistle in the right.
Throw on top of that going to school and working full time, the stress was unbearable. I just wanted to quit. Quit everything and just live under a bridge. Forget all of my responsibilities and once the T fades to an acceptible level to resume my life as it was before... There will likely be a divide in my life - before my T, and after.
March of 2017 will be a month that I will remember for the rest of my life. If I get better or habituate, I swear I will never complain about anything minor ever again!
Please somebody tell me that it gets better. I don't want to set an arbitrary date that I will be better/well adjusted by because that will only set up disappointment.