- Oct 26, 2019
- 7
- Tinnitus Since
- October 1st, 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud Music from Club
Hey made my account tonight but was lurking from October 1st when I first acquired tinnitus. I have a huge story of how it happened but it's similar to many other noise induced stories so I'll save you the reading.
In short, the first and second week of October were absolutely scary, anxiety induced, and depressive states that I've never experienced. Plus the fact that I couldn't sleep the pain away because falling asleep took over an hour after closing my eyes + waking up every 30 minutes to an hour and feeling dead inside in the morning.
When I was with my girlfriend and nighttime came, all I could think about was how I ruined such a great life and relationship over something dumb like going to a loud club. I sobbed while she slept like an angel within 5 minutes. When I was awake, I felt like I had to pretend to be happy with her because I was so depressed.
In summary: With each week of October, it became lower and lower, switched ears, until it just stopped. Didn't take any medications or do anything special.
Takeaways:
In short, the first and second week of October were absolutely scary, anxiety induced, and depressive states that I've never experienced. Plus the fact that I couldn't sleep the pain away because falling asleep took over an hour after closing my eyes + waking up every 30 minutes to an hour and feeling dead inside in the morning.
When I was with my girlfriend and nighttime came, all I could think about was how I ruined such a great life and relationship over something dumb like going to a loud club. I sobbed while she slept like an angel within 5 minutes. When I was awake, I felt like I had to pretend to be happy with her because I was so depressed.
In summary: With each week of October, it became lower and lower, switched ears, until it just stopped. Didn't take any medications or do anything special.
Takeaways:
- I still went to the movies (Zombieland3), which obviously was really loud. No tinnitus spike occurred.
- Went Go Kart Racing, that was pretty loud. Fireworks were going on nearby.
- Still used headphones to listen to music and watch whatever.
- Never went to an ENT.